A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

Eat with Him and He with Me
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Eat with Him and He with Me

E. Stanley Jones reminds us today that true abiding with Christ is not one-sided. He exposes the subtle danger of spiritual paternalism—the idea that we are always the ones being managed, guided, and shaped by a towering figure of authority who never lets us grow up. In contrast to this suffocating control, Jesus doesn’t hold us in spiritual dependency like a benevolent tyrant. He invites us into mutual fellowship.

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The Present Glory
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The Present Glory

The scene described in Leviticus 9 is breathtaking: Aaron and Moses, following the Lord’s precise commands, complete the sacrificial rituals and step into the tabernacle together. When they emerge and bless the people, the glory of the Lord appears—a radiant display of His presence made visible in light and fire. The people witness it and fall on their faces, overcome by awe and joy.

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Days of Heaven Upon Earth
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Days of Heaven Upon Earth

There’s something unspeakably tragic in watching a once-confident believer—once radiant with joy and peace—now burdened under the oppressive weight of fear and condemnation. What happened? According to A.B. Simpson, the enemy’s strategy is not primarily to tempt us into sin but to shake loose the anchor of our trust. If he can corrode our confidence in God’s goodness and sufficiency, he knows we’ll drift into confusion and inner collapse.

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Christ Living in Us
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Christ Living in Us

In today’s devotional, Bob Hoekstra brings to life the liberating truth embedded in Galatians 2:20—a verse that encapsulates the exchanged life in Christ. His teaching invites us to move beyond viewing the Christian life as something we must perform and instead embrace a grace-filled union in which Christ lives His life through us.

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The Decision Has Been Made
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The Decision Has Been Made

Oswald Chambers presses into a decisive question today: Have I come to a settled, moral decision about sin? He is not speaking about behavior modification or progressive improvement, but about a crisis point—a crossroad moment—where we see sin not as something to manage but something to crucify. Chambers references Romans 6:6, where Paul doesn’t theorize about sin’s defeat but declares it accomplished: our old self was crucified with Christ.

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Truth, Then Experience
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Truth, Then Experience

Today’s Abide Above presents a timely reminder in today’s entry that the Christian life is not shaped by the pursuit of experiences, but by the steady intake of truth. Experiences, while real and sometimes meaningful, are not the foundation of growth. In fact, when experience becomes the focus, spiritual discernment, maturity, and stability are often lacking.

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The Lord’s Commission
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The Lord’s Commission

Today's reflection unveils a crucial truth: to recognize Jesus as the Christ is not merely to acknowledge His identity—it is to recognize His commission. Saul’s immediate proclamation in the synagogues that this One is the Son of God was more than a change of mind; it was the result of a heavenly unveiling. What had been zealously resisted by Saul in his blindness became his clearest vision—Jesus is both Son of God and the Christ, God’s anointed and appointed One.

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Living Water in a Dry Land
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Living Water in a Dry Land

John 7 opens with tension mounting around Jesus. His brothers didn’t believe in Him, the Jewish leaders were looking to kill Him, and the crowds were deeply divided. Jesus remained obedient to the timing set by His Father, not swayed by public pressure or family opinion. He arrived privately to the Festival of Tabernacles, a joyous celebration of God’s provision in the wilderness and a prophetic picture of the coming Messianic blessings.

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Once Dead, Now Joined and Alive
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Once Dead, Now Joined and Alive

Paul’s heart opens wide in Ephesians 2 as he contrasts the believer’s past alienation with the present reality of union with Christ. The chapter begins with a sobering view of humanity’s default state—dead in transgressions, shaped by the world, Satan, and the flesh. This death wasn’t merely metaphorical; it was separation from the life of God, helpless to respond to Him and hostile to His ways. Yet into this spiritual death came the breathtaking interruption: “But God.” The entire gospel hinges on that contrast—God, motivated by love, mercy, and grace, makes us alive with Christ. We’ve been raised with Him, seated with Him, secured with Him. Salvation isn’t a reward; it’s a resurrection. It’s not our doing—it’s God’s gift, received through faith that He also supplies.

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The Space Makers
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The Space Makers

In today’s reading, E. Stanley Jones continues his reflections on the importance of mutual abiding: us in Christ and Christ in us. He emphasizes that abiding is not a one-way experience—it's a shared indwelling where life becomes truly fruitful. We draw all we need from Christ as we abide in Him, and He expresses His life through us as He abides in us. It’s not passivity, nor is it self-effort—it’s a divine union where His life flows naturally through ours.

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The Work of a Priest
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The Work of a Priest

In today’s reflection, Ray Stedman draws us into the symbolism of the priestly ordination ceremony in Leviticus 8. The strange but sacred ritual—placing blood on the ear, thumb, and toe of the priest—points to a life wholly touched by redemption. The ear set apart to hear God’s voice not as mere suggestion, but as the liberating word of a Redeemer. The hand consecrated to serve others in humility, knowing that we are not better than those we serve but equally in need of Christ’s continual cleansing. And the foot marked by grace, reminding us that our daily walk, though faltering at times, is carried by the blood of Christ and not by our merit. This passage calls us to listen with surrendered ears, to serve with humble hands, and to walk with grace-soaked steps. The priest’s ordination is not a symbol of superiority, but of total dependence—body, soul, and walk—on the finished work of Christ.

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Daily Accounted For
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Daily Accounted For

A.B. Simpson draws our hearts toward the simple yet profound peace that comes from walking in step with the Father, as Jesus did. He reflects on the value of keeping "short accounts with God"—not as a legalistic ritual, but as a lifestyle of transparent, intimate fellowship. The verse from Romans about giving an account of ourselves to God becomes a daily invitation rather than a final reckoning. Imagine each day ending with no burdens carried forward, no regrets left unresolved, because we’ve continually lived in the light, moment by moment, trusting the indwelling Christ to express His life through us.

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Branches in the Vine, the Vine in the Branches
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Branches in the Vine, the Vine in the Branches

In today’s entry, Bob Hoekstra draws us back into the imagery of the vine and branches from John 15. While the previous focus was on how grace produces fruit through humility and faith, today’s devotional leans into the intimate union Jesus describes in His words: “Abide in Me, and I in you.” This is not a call to self-effort or striving to become something we are not—rather, it is an invitation to remain in what is already true. The relationship between a vine and a branch is one of organic, continual union. The branch has no life in itself; it only lives and bears fruit as it draws from the vine. Likewise, we, as believers, were born again from Christ and are now forever joined to Him. His life is not far off or earned—it flows into us day by day, moment by moment, as we simply remain where we already are: in Him.

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Have I Seen Him?
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Have I Seen Him?

Oswald Chambers invites us to distinguish between knowing about Jesus and actually seeing Him. Many believers have received God’s grace—they have trusted Christ's finished work—but they may not have truly seen Jesus. They may love the gifts of salvation, the healing, the provision, and the peace—but they have not yet looked into His face.

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Little-Known Requisite
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Little-Known Requisite

Today’s entry draws us deep into a forgotten treasure of the Christian life: Christ being fully formed within us. Paul’s words in Galatians 4:19 reflect a heart that longed not simply for conversions, church growth, or spiritual busyness—but for the living presence of Christ to become visible in His people. His travail was not for results, but for reality.

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The Gospel for All Kinds of People
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The Gospel for All Kinds of People

The vision given to Peter in Acts 10 was radical. A sheet lowered from heaven, filled with animals considered unclean by Jewish law, symbolized far more than just a dietary shift—it marked a monumental shift in God's redemptive mission. This imagery represented the gospel’s inclusive embrace, reaching people from every walk of life, not just those raised within Jewish customs. Peter, shaped by a lifetime of separation between clean and unclean, holy and common, was being invited into a greater understanding: God was tearing down dividing walls, cleansing people through Christ’s blood, and welcoming them into one new family in Him.

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Nehemiah 4: Watch and Build: God Fights for His Own
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Nehemiah 4: Watch and Build: God Fights for His Own

When God's people commit to His kingdom work, opposition is sure to come. In Nehemiah 4, resistance surfaces in the form of ridicule, intimidation, and mockery from Sanballat and Tobiah. Their words are calculated to demoralize, targeting the perceived incompetence and weakness of the builders. But Nehemiah doesn't retaliate—he prays. His prayer isn't rooted in personal offense but in zeal for God's name and purpose. He knows this isn’t a battle of personalities, but one of spiritual opposition against God’s redemptive mission. Nehemiah invites the people to stand firm in both prayer and practical readiness. With trowels in one hand and swords in the other, they resume their labor, fully reliant on the Lord and fully prepared to resist any threat. The people’s faith is visible not only in prayer but in their readiness to act, revealing the divine balance: God is sovereign, and yet His people are responsible. Watching, working, and warring—all under the assurance that God Himself fights for them—becomes their posture of faith.

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Ezekiel 35 – The Lord Is Zealous for His People
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Ezekiel 35 – The Lord Is Zealous for His People

Ezekiel 35 speaks directly to Edom—represented here as Mount Seir—bringing a word of judgment against their age-old hostility toward Israel. This is not the first time Edom appears in Ezekiel's prophecy. Back in chapter 25, they were already condemned for their violence against Judah. But here the judgment deepens. Edom’s hatred was not random; it was rooted in a long-standing rivalry between the descendants of Jacob and Esau. What stings even more is that Edom didn’t just stand by while Judah fell—they sought to benefit from Israel’s loss. They rejoiced in her ruin, and worse, they spoke arrogantly and contemptuously about God’s people. The Lord took these words personally.

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Job 37
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Job 37

Elihu’s final words to Job bring the conversation to a powerful and awe-inspiring crescendo. He invites Job to pause and truly listen—to stop speaking and simply consider the majesty of God displayed in the storm. Elihu's questions aren’t meant to shame Job but to invite wonder. They draw Job's eyes upward from the ashes of suffering to the grandeur of God’s handiwork—lightning, thunder, wind, and snow. He’s not trying to explain why Job suffers but is reminding him who God is.

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My Church Has Weakened Me
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My Church Has Weakened Me

E. Stanley Jones challenges a common misconception about spiritual strength. He addresses the way some church environments, while well-meaning, actually disempower believers by over-regulating their lives—telling them what to do, what to think, even what to read—without nurturing spiritual discernment or intimacy with Christ. In doing so, these churches unintentionally create obedient but spiritually weak individuals.

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