A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

🕊️ The Didache – Chapter 4: Various Precepts
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🕊️ The Didache – Chapter 4: Various Precepts

Chapter 4 of the Didache brings together many practical instructions for daily Christian life—offering a vision of a Spirit-led community marked by honor, humility, generosity, peace, discernment, and obedience. It calls believers to esteem those who speak God's Word, live in harmony, give freely without grumbling, train their children in godliness, and live without hypocrisy. The chapter concludes with a powerful exhortation to remain faithful to the Lord’s commands and approach prayer with a clean conscience. Though the list may seem long, its heartbeat is simple: live as those who have been made alive in Christ, partaking in what is eternal, and stewarding what is earthly in light of heaven.

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🕊️ The Didache – Chapter 3: Other Sins Forbidden
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🕊️ The Didache – Chapter 3: Other Sins Forbidden

Chapter 3 builds on the path of life by urging believers not only to avoid sin but also to flee from even its shadows. The early Church understood that sin begins in the heart and mind before it ever takes form in action. Anger, lust, envy, and pride are all gateways to deeper bondage. The chapter lovingly warns, “My child…”—showing a fatherly tone, not of condemnation, but of guidance. It calls for a lifestyle of meekness, humility, patience, and discernment, receiving life’s events as allowed by God. True faith isn’t about sin management; it’s about a life shaped by the Spirit of Christ, whose fruit bears peace, gentleness, and a quiet confidence in God’s sovereignty.

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🕊️ The Didache – Chapter 2: The Second Commandment: Gross Sin Forbidden
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🕊️ The Didache – Chapter 2: The Second Commandment: Gross Sin Forbidden

Chapter 2 continues the "Way of Life" by turning to specific moral boundaries. It echoes the Ten Commandments and teachings of Jesus, warning against murder, adultery, sexual sin, theft, lying, hypocrisy, and covetousness. It also includes strong language against abortion and infanticide, reflecting the early Church’s deep respect for life. This chapter highlights that the way of life not only includes active love but also a complete turning from actions and attitudes that align with death. It calls believers to truthfulness, integrity, contentment, and genuine love for others—even to the point of sacrificing for them. The emphasis is not on external obedience, but on a transformed heart that lives differently because Christ now lives within.

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🕊️ The Didache – Chapter 1: The Two Ways; The First Commandment
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🕊️ The Didache – Chapter 1: The Two Ways; The First Commandment

Chapter 1 introduces the foundational principle of the Christian walk: there are only two ways—the way of life and the way of death. The way of life is centered in love: love for God who created us, and love for our neighbor as ourselves. It is expressed not only in doing good but in refusing to return evil for evil. The chapter emphasizes radical love: blessing enemies, praying for persecutors, and giving freely without expectation. This way mirrors Jesus’ Sermon on the Mount and calls believers to yield their rights, possessions, and personal vengeance. It is a call to selfless giving, not from obligation, but because the Father has already freely given to us. The truly alive follower of Christ loves with no conditions and gives from a heart surrendered to the Giver of all things.

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🕊️ The Didache – Introduction
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🕊️ The Didache – Introduction

The Didache—meaning “The Teaching”—is one of the earliest Christian documents outside the New Testament, written before 300 AD. Though not included in the biblical canon, some early believers considered it inspired due to its apostolic tone. This short manual guided early Christian communities in their worship, moral conduct, and readiness for Christ’s return. Its four sections touch on the ethical path of life versus death, instructions on baptism and communion, guidance for recognizing true teachers, and an exhortation to remain watchful for Christ’s coming.

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Calvary and Pentecost
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Calvary and Pentecost

Today’s meditation by G.G. draws our hearts to the twin pillars of our freedom in Christ—Calvary and Pentecost. At Calvary, we died with Christ; at Pentecost, we were joined to the risen Christ by the Spirit. These are not distant historical events to merely commemorate—they are realities to walk in. At Calvary, our bondage to sin ended. At Pentecost, the Spirit entered to indwell and empower. Because of the cross, there is no condemnation. Because of the Spirit, there is no domination. The message is clear: we are not struggling to be free; we have been made free. We are not reaching for victory; we are standing in it. Now, we simply rest in what is true and walk in the Spirit, who expresses Christ’s life through us.

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The Consequences of Sin, Part 2
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The Consequences of Sin, Part 2

Sin doesn’t change our relationship with God as His children, but it grieves the indwelling Spirit and interrupts the sweetness of our fellowship. This loss is not theoretical—it’s deeply felt. Joy fades. Prayer becomes dry. The Word seems silent. The warmth of the Body cools, and the gatherings of God’s people no longer stir the heart. Sin creates an experiential distance, not because God’s hand is short or His ear is heavy (Isa. 59:1), but because our iniquities build walls within our soul. The Spirit is grieved, not withdrawn. He remains sealed within us, waiting for our yielded response.

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When Dreams Bloom in Others
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When Dreams Bloom in Others

This past Friday, I sat in a crowded auditorium at Harvard Medical School, watching my oldest son walk across the stage during his Match Day ceremony. He opened his envelope and discovered he had matched at his top choice: a six-year integrative cardiothoracic surgery residency at Columbia University. His face lit up. My heart did too.

Years ago, after finishing dental school, I was accepted into a six-year MD/Oral Surgery residency. It was everything I had worked for… but I turned it down, choosing a path in orthodontics instead—for the sake of family and a more sustainable lifestyle. I set aside the dream of becoming a surgeon. Now, my son is stepping into that very world. What I laid down, he has taken up.

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Beyond Osmosis, Part 2: The Word Made Alive in Us
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Beyond Osmosis, Part 2: The Word Made Alive in Us

In our last reflection, we explored a crucial distinction: the difference between reading Scripture as a behavioral checklist and receiving it as a living expression of the indwelling Christ. A friend’s comment—“How are they supposed to learn the Bible, by osmosis?”—was meant in jest, but it illuminated something deeper: many believers still view sanctification primarily as an obedience-based effort to reform behavior, rather than a Spirit-led transformation from within.

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When Power Appears in Weakness
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When Power Appears in Weakness

Paul’s final words to the Corinthians are both weighty and tender. In 2 Corinthians 13, he prepares them for his third visit, framing it as the third confirming witness in keeping with Deuteronomy 19:15. His prior leniency is over; if the church does not repent, they will see the power of Christ through judgment, not just gentleness. Ironically, they have sought proof of Christ speaking through Paul—but that proof will not come in grand signs or human strength. Rather, it will come through Paul’s Spirit-empowered firmness, even in weakness.

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The Innocent One Condemned for the Guilty
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The Innocent One Condemned for the Guilty

Luke 23 is one of the most solemn and paradoxically hope-filled chapters in all of Scripture. It unveils the events leading up to and including the crucifixion of Jesus, and Luke carefully emphasizes that Jesus was entirely innocent. The religious leaders, Pilate, Herod, and the crowds—everyone had a hand in the miscarriage of justice, and yet no one could truly find fault in Jesus. Despite their participation, Jesus remained composed, silent at times, and when He spoke, His words were filled with mercy and purpose. He was not only wrongly accused but willingly offered up.

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Finished in Joy
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Finished in Joy

Ezra 6 is the remarkable conclusion to a long, uncertain season. The rebuilding of the temple, once halted by resistance, was revived by divine orchestration. King Darius discovered Cyrus’s original decree and fully supported the continuation of the temple construction. God's providence was on full display—He used royal decrees, archival diligence, and imperial funding to accomplish His will. Even the obstacles became instruments in His hand.

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Gateway to the Sea
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Gateway to the Sea

Ezekiel 27 contains a lament from God through Ezekiel over the majestic city of Tyre, once celebrated as the “gateway to the sea.” Its global reach in trade, mastery of maritime skill, and political power made it an icon of human achievement. The city was pictured as a stunning ship crafted with the best materials and manned by experts. Nations relied on it, profited from it, and admired it. But even this polished vessel, with all its wisdom, wealth, and strength, would be shattered by the sovereign wind of God.

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Longing for Fellowship with God and Christlike Rule
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Longing for Fellowship with God and Christlike Rule

Job 29 reads like the nostalgic sigh of a man who once walked in radiant intimacy with God. What made Job’s past so precious to him wasn’t his wealth or influence—it was the nearness of God’s presence, the felt friendship of the Almighty. That’s what he misses most. His recollection paints a portrait not only of who Job was, but also of who Christ is—and who we, in Christ, are becoming.

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Adequate Living
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Adequate Living

In today’s devotional, we’re invited to do something both radical and liberating: take an honest inventory of everything we consider assets—our education, personality, money, skills, reputation—and then view them as liabilities when compared to the surpassing worth of knowing Christ. Paul didn’t simply renounce his old life in theory; he considered every fleshly confidence trash in light of the treasure of Jesus living in him. He wasn’t begrudging in this loss—he was joyful, because what he gained in return was true adequacy. The deeper point is this: many of us have Christ in us, but haven’t yet “gained” Him experientially because we are still clinging to what we used to draw life and value from. Only when we drop the rod—our means of self-support—can Christ become our full source. The life we once managed from the outside, He now lives through us from within. But we can’t walk in both. One must be counted loss to enjoy the other as gain.

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From John’s Baptism to Jesus
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From John’s Baptism to Jesus

In his devotional, E. Stanley Jones highlights Paul’s greeting in Romans 16:3–4, calling Aquila and Priscilla his “fellow workers in Christ Jesus.” Though refugees, they weren’t dependent or defeated—they worked with their hands and ministered in the Spirit. Their strength in Christ gave them dignity and purpose, which they shared with Apollos, helping move him from John’s baptism to the fuller truth of Jesus’ baptism—life in the Spirit. The emphasis is not on verbal inspiration but on the vital inspiration of Scripture and the spiritual vitality found in those who live and work in Christ.

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In the Fullness of the Blessing
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In the Fullness of the Blessing

📖 Romans 15:29“I know that when I come to you, I will come in the fullness of the blessing of Christ.”

E. Stanley Jones draws from Paul’s remarkable words in Romans 15:29 to show how confident Paul was—not in himself, but in Christ. Paul didn’t claim he would bring a blessing from Christ; he said he would come in the fullness of the blessing of Christ. That kind of confidence flows from total surrender. We lack Christ-confidence because we haven’t fully surrendered self. The more we cling to our independence, the more we second-guess, hesitate, and feel empty. But full surrender opens us to full supply. When we are “in Christ,” we don’t walk into situations conscious of our lack; we arrive conscious of His fullness. That’s what made Paul sufficient to face Rome—he wasn’t drawing from his own strength. He was abiding in a limitless supply. And so can we.

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Knowing Him
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Knowing Him

📖 “I want to know Christ — yes, to know the power of his resurrection and participation in his sufferings, becoming like him in his death.” – Philippians 3:10

Today’s devotional reminds us that knowing Christ isn’t about accumulating knowledge about Him; it’s about sharing life with Him. Paul wasn’t seeking prestige or recognition—he was longing for intimacy. True friendship with Jesus comes not through occasional contact but through moment-by-moment fellowship. This is a relationship formed in the crucible of shared experience.

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The Faith That Holds On
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The Faith That Holds On

Elijah didn’t just believe that the rain would come—he leaned into it. First, he declared the promise before a cloud was in sight. Then, with his face between his knees on the mountaintop, he persisted in prayer. This devotional by AB Simpson calls us to see that simple trust isn’t the whole story—true faith moves us beyond initial confidence into a tenacious clinging to Christ until His promise becomes our reality. The picture of Joash is fitting: one arrow shot in hope, then repeated strikes in endurance. We often stop short—trusting once, but not abiding. Yet the house of God is built not just on initial faith, but enduring faith. We hold fast not because we are strong, but because we are held by the One who overcame.

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The Troubles That Never Came
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The Troubles That Never Came

Today’s devotional reminds me that many of the burdens I have carried were not mine to bear. The writer points to Nehemiah’s example: he did not allow fear or false accusations to disrupt his focus or draw him into unnecessary defenses—not even under the cover of prayer. Most of what troubles us doesn’t require our response. We stack up imagined scenarios, fret over future outcomes, and even spiritualize our worry. But God calls us to something far simpler and far freer—release. Rest. Like a bird tucked safely under His wing, we are invited to trust that He is already at work in all things for our good. The things that matter will always be met with His care.

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