A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

Returning to Worship
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Returning to Worship

Ezra 2 lists the names of the returning exiles—over 125 individuals—who journeyed back to the land of promise. These names mattered because they were a tangible reminder that God had not abandoned His people. Though many remained in Babylon, those who returned stepped into a new chapter of God’s redemptive plan. The total number recorded is 29,818, yet Ezra later states that 42,360 returned. This discrepancy likely accounts for women, children, and unnamed individuals.

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The Tragic Tale of Two Sisters: A Lesson on Faithfulness
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The Tragic Tale of Two Sisters: A Lesson on Faithfulness

Ezekiel 23 presents a powerful allegory, depicting Israel and Judah as two sisters—Oholah (Samaria) and Oholibah (Jerusalem)—who forsook their covenant with God, prostituting themselves through illicit political alliances with pagan nations. Samaria’s fall to Assyria in 722 BC stands as a tragic warning, yet Jerusalem, instead of learning from this judgment, became even more entangled with Babylon, leading to its own destruction. The graphic imagery in this passage is not meant to shock for shock’s sake but to expose the seriousness of spiritual unfaithfulness. Judah’s rejection of God in favor of worldly powers was ultimately met with divine judgment, fulfilling the principle that what one clings to apart from God will eventually become their downfall.

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The Futility of Bildad’s Argument and the Hope of a Mediator
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The Futility of Bildad’s Argument and the Hope of a Mediator

Bildad’s final words in Job 25 are brief, reflecting the exhaustion of the arguments of Job’s friends. His statement is not new, but it serves as a summary of their position: humanity, in its mortality and frailty, can never be righteous before God. He emphasizes the vastness of God’s purity and the insignificance of man, using celestial imagery to make his case—if even the moon and stars are not pure in God’s sight, how much less mortal man? Bildad sees Job’s cries for justification as folly, for in his mind, no human being can be declared righteous before such a holy God.

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Conscience Trained in Christ
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Conscience Trained in Christ

E. Stanley Jones reminds us that speaking the truth is not enough—we must speak the truth in Christ. It is only when our conscience bears witness in the Holy Spirit that we can be assured we are walking in truth. Left to itself, conscience is unreliable because it is shaped by whatever standards have been impressed upon it. A Hindu’s conscience may approve of caste, while a Christian’s conscience, shaped differently, disapproves of it. This contrast reveals that conscience alone is not a safe guide; it must be trained by the Holy Spirit in Christ.

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How to Shine
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How to Shine

Paul calls believers to a trustful obedience—an obedience that does not grumble or argue (Philippians 2:14). The devotional highlights that murmuring is an expression of unbelief, revealing a lack of confidence in God's sovereign hand over circumstances. When we complain, we inadvertently declare that we do not trust Him to be sufficient for all things.

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Living in the Radiance of His Love
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Living in the Radiance of His Love

“Keep yourselves in the love of God as you await the mercy of our Lord Jesus Christ to bring you eternal life." — Jude 1:21 BSB

When the love of God shines upon us, it transforms everything. Just as a sunset's golden hues paint the entire sky, so His love touches every aspect of our lives, bathing even the darkest moments in heavenly light. What was once burdensome becomes light; what was once sharp with difficulty softens into peace. His love doesn’t merely change our circumstances—it changes how we experience them.

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The Spirit of Grace and Supplication
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The Spirit of Grace and Supplication

The Holy Spirit and the grace of God are inseparable realities. To walk by the Spirit is to live by grace, and to live by grace is to rely upon the Spirit. Zechariah 12:10 speaks of the Holy Spirit as "the Spirit of grace and supplication," showing that His work is entirely rooted in God's unmerited favor toward us.

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His Abandonment to Us
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His Abandonment to Us

Oswald Chambers presents a powerful truth: We will never fully abandon ourselves to God until we grasp how completely He abandoned Himself for us. God did not parcel out His love in increments or hesitate in giving. He gave all. When He sent His Son into the world, He held nothing back—no reservations, no limits. John 3:16 isn't just a statement about salvation; it's the revelation of divine abandonment, a love so full and self-giving that it demands a response.

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A Prayer for a Dear Friend’s Daughter
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A Prayer for a Dear Friend’s Daughter

Father, You are near to the brokenhearted and save those who are crushed in spirit. You are the God who heals, who binds up wounds, and who restores the years the locusts have eaten. Nothing is beyond Your reach, and Your arm is not too short to save. You sent Your Son to set the captives free, to open the prison to those who are bound. Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty.

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Not Influence, but Life
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Not Influence, but Life

True transformation does not come from external influences, even miraculous ones. Jesus’ miracles served as testimony to His identity, yet they did not eradicate unbelief from those who witnessed them. The disciples, despite seeing countless miracles, still struggled with doubt. This reveals a vital truth: external experiences do not change the core of who we are. Only the indwelling life of Christ transforms.

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Grace in Giving
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Grace in Giving

In 2 Corinthians 9, Paul continues his encouragement to the Corinthians regarding their financial gift to the believers in Jerusalem. He reminds them of their initial eagerness to give, noting how their zeal inspired the Macedonians. Now, as some Macedonian believers accompany Paul to Corinth, he hopes their arrival will reignite the Corinthians’ readiness to give. Yet, Paul also wants to spare them—and himself—the embarrassment of being unprepared. To prevent any last-minute compulsion, he has sent advance messengers to ensure that the offering is given willingly and not under pressure.

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Lessons on Faith, Humility, and Dependence on God
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Lessons on Faith, Humility, and Dependence on God

Luke 18 presents a series of teachings that emphasize faith, humility, and total dependence on God for salvation and life in His kingdom. It begins with a parable about persistent prayer (vv. 1–8), showing that faith is not passive but steadfastly cries out to the Lord, trusting His justice and mercy. Unlike the unjust judge, God is not reluctant to respond to His people—He delights in answering those who trust Him.

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Speaking the Truth in Christ
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Speaking the Truth in Christ

E. Stanley Jones unfolds the progression of truth-telling in the Christian life, moving from simply stating facts to speaking the truth in love, and ultimately, to speaking the truth in Christ. This final stage is where truth is infused with His divine love, reflecting His own heart.

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God at Work
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God at Work

Many misunderstand Paul’s exhortation to “work out your salvation with fear and trembling,” interpreting it as a call to self-effort. But Paul isn’t suggesting that believers strive to maintain or earn their salvation. Instead, he is urging them to actively engage in the process of living out the reality of Christ in them—allowing God to express His life through them, even as they navigate life’s challenges.

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Seeking Only the Approval of God
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Seeking Only the Approval of God

The psalmist describes a wandering people, searching for a city but finding none—a picture of those who look to human approval for security rather than resting in God alone. The writer of today’s devotional reminds us that those who truly fight the Lord’s battles must be willing to die to the opinions and praise of others, even from fellow believers. The enemy is subtle, often making such approval seem harmless or even necessary. But when we rely on the approval of others, it subtly weakens our ability to bring glory to God alone.

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The Spirit of Grace and Supplication
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The Spirit of Grace and Supplication

The Holy Spirit and grace are inseparably linked in the life of a believer. Zechariah 12:10 speaks of "the Spirit of grace and supplication" being poured out upon Israel in the last days, leading them to recognize their Messiah. This same Spirit has been given to us now, shaping how we live, serve, and relate to God under the new covenant.

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Our Abandonment to Him
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Our Abandonment to Him

Oswald Chambers confronts the tendency to approach God with a self-seeking spirit, subtly making our abandonment to Him conditional on what we gain in return. Too often, we surrender to God because we want to be freed from sin, made holy, or given a spiritual platform to showcase transformation—yet true abandonment does not consider any of these things. The essence of Christianity is not about what we get but about the Person of Christ Himself.

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Not Pruning, But Death
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Not Pruning, But Death

Many believers seek victory over sin by pruning away external habits or suppressing self-effort in certain areas, only to find that self resurfaces elsewhere. This approach only strengthens the root of the old life rather than removing it. The truth is, we were crucified with Christ, and the only way to experience true freedom from sin’s dominion is to reckon upon His death as our own.

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God’s Faithfulness in Restoration – Ezra 1
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God’s Faithfulness in Restoration – Ezra 1

The opening chapter of Ezra marks a pivotal moment in biblical history—the fulfillment of God’s promise to restore His people after seventy years of exile. The Persian king, Cyrus II, issues a decree allowing the Jewish exiles to return to Jerusalem to rebuild the temple. Though Cyrus appears to act of his own volition, Scripture reveals that it was the Lordwho stirred his spirit, orchestrating events to accomplish His divine purpose. This decree aligns precisely with the prophecy given through Isaiah two centuries earlier (Isaiah 44:28; 45:1) and the words of Jeremiah, who declared that the exile would last seventy years (Jeremiah 25:11; 29:10).

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