A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

A Journey of New Beginnings: Reflections on Ezra
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A Journey of New Beginnings: Reflections on Ezra

The book of Ezra unfolds against the backdrop of exile, revealing that history is ultimately God’s story. The rise and fall of empires, the shifting of kings and nations, all move at His command. Though the people of Israel had been exiled for generations, God’s covenant faithfulness remained unshaken. He stirred the heart of a pagan king, Cyrus of Persia, to fulfill what He had prophesied centuries earlier through Isaiah. The return from exile marked not only a physical restoration but also a spiritual renewal—a return to worship, to obedience, and to God’s Word.

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The Judgment of Jerusalem’s Corruption
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The Judgment of Jerusalem’s Corruption

The Lord speaks to Ezekiel again, charging him with confronting Jerusalem’s sins. The indictment is severe—bloodshed and idolatry have defiled the city, leading the people into widespread rebellion. The leaders have violated the very commandments meant to set them apart as God’s people. From dishonoring parents to perverting justice, from oppressing the vulnerable to practicing extortion, they have abandoned the ways of righteousness for selfish gain.

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The Longing for Justice and the Certainty of God’s Judgment
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The Longing for Justice and the Certainty of God’s Judgment

Job wrestles with a reality that is all too familiar—wickedness flourishes while the innocent suffer. He acknowledges his friends' assertion that God’s judgment must come, for injustice is rampant. He paints a vivid picture of cruelty: the needy are exploited, the poor are cast aside, and the wicked thrive in darkness, reversing the moral order God intended. Murderers and adulterers operate under cover of night, embracing darkness as their ally, while those who suffer cry out for justice.

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His Coming Will Only Serve
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His Coming Will Only Serve

E. Stanley Jones reveals the deep security believers have in Christ, emphasizing that our invincibility lies in abiding in Him. He draws on the ancient legend of Antaeus, who remained undefeated as long as he stayed in contact with the earth. In the same way, we are strong when we abide in Christ, drawing from His inexhaustible resources. Our security is not the absence of trials, but the transformation of trials through Christ’s love. The enemy may come against us, but his attacks only serve God’s greater purpose. Jesus declared that the ruler of this world had no power over Him, and even the cross—the enemy’s greatest weapon—became the instrument of redemption. Likewise, when we remain in Christ, adversity serves only to reveal His glory in us.

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The Way to Peace
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The Way to Peace

The exaltation of Christ is absolute—His name is above every name, and every knee will bow before Him in recognition of His Lordship. But this isn't just a future reality; it is a present invitation. Paul reminds us in Philippians that we already have the mind of Christ. It is not something we must strive for, achieve, or imitate—it is already ours in Him.

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Called and Chosen for His Purpose
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Called and Chosen for His Purpose

God has always called a people to Himself, and within that larger group, He selects a remnant—a specially prepared company set apart for His purpose. The word ecclesia means "the called-out ones," yet even within the church, the Lord is refining and drawing an even more dedicated group, His bride, those who are wholly His in heart and will. This truth is reflected in the story of Gideon. Initially, thirty thousand men responded to his call, yet God reduced their number to a mere three hundred—those who remained were the ones truly fit for His purpose.

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Resisting, Grieving, and Quenching the Spirit
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Resisting, Grieving, and Quenching the Spirit

It is the will of God that we walk in daily dependence upon the Holy Spirit, yet Scripture warns of three ways we can hinder His work in our lives: resisting, grieving, and quenching.

Stephen, standing before the religious leaders of Israel, rebuked them for resisting the Spirit. Their hardened hearts, self-righteousness, and unwillingness to yield to God's voice made them stiff-necked and unreceptive. They refused to let God strip away their self-sufficiency and pride, preferring their own way over His.

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Living in the Light of God’s Vision
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Living in the Light of God’s Vision

Oswald Chambers speaks of the necessity of keeping God's vision before us at all times, as Paul did when he responded immediately and wholeheartedly to Christ's commission (Acts 26:19). The danger is that we might grow careless or impatient, letting work or distractions take precedence over the vision itself. When God gives a vision, He also prepares the conditions for its fulfillment. Our role is not to rush ahead or force its realization but to live in its light, trusting that He will bring it to pass in His time. This waiting is a test of our loyalty, for only those who remain yielded and ready can be sown where He intends.

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Bench, or Arena?
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Bench, or Arena?

Many begin their Christian walk content with the knowledge that their sins are forgiven, relieved that they have escaped condemnation. At this stage, faith is passive—a quiet trust in Christ’s finished work but with little engagement in the trials and battles that come with following Him. However, as we grow in grace, God calls us deeper, beyond the safety of the spectator’s bench into the arena of faith.

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The Grace of Giving
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The Grace of Giving

In 2 Corinthians 8, Paul shifts the focus to the grace of giving, recounting the remarkable generosity of the Macedonian believers. Their giving was not from abundance but from deep poverty, yet it was marked by joy and eagerness. Paul attributes this to the grace of God at work in them.

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Faith, Forgiveness, and the Kingdom of God
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Faith, Forgiveness, and the Kingdom of God

In Luke 17, Jesus continues His teaching on faith, forgiveness, and the nature of the kingdom of God. He warns of the seriousness of leading others into sin, emphasizing that it would be better to suffer a violent death than to cause another believer to stumble (vv. 1–2). He then commands His disciples to rebuke sin and extend ongoing forgiveness to a repentant brother, reinforcing that even mustard-seed-sized faith is enough to accomplish seemingly impossible acts—such as continual forgiveness (vv. 3–6).

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A Quietism Which Is Dynamism
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A Quietism Which Is Dynamism

E. Stanley Jones presents a paradox: true Christian life is a quietism that leads to dynamism. The world chases activity, striving, and exhaustion, yet in Christ, we find a stillness that is filled with power. Like an electrical plug resting in its socket, or a dam that harnesses a river’s force, our abiding in Christ is not inactivity but the source of all true activity. Outside of Christ, we are caught in cycles of restless striving, wearing ourselves out. But inside Christ, His grace flows through us, empowering our labor and fruitfulness. Paul’s words in 1 Corinthians 15:10 capture this reality—he worked harder than anyone, but it was not him; it was the grace of God within him.

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The Mindset of Christ
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The Mindset of Christ

The passage in Philippians 2:5, calling believers to have the same mindset as Christ, is not a mere theological reflection but a call to live in humility, just as Jesus did when He stepped out of eternity and into humanity. The apostle Paul presents this exalted picture of Christ’s humility within the context of a church dispute—showing that the secret to unity is not in debating who is right or wrong but in embracing the humility of Christ.

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The Peace of God that Guards the Soul
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The Peace of God that Guards the Soul

The writer of Days of Heaven reminds us that God's peace isn’t something we manufacture, nor is it merely a calm feeling. It is His very presence within us—His breath in our souls. This peace isn’t fragile or circumstantial, but steadfast, immovable, and divine. The reason it surpasses all understanding is because it is not sourced from human reasoning or effort but from the finished work of Christ.

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Drinking Deeply of Christ's Life-Giving Spirit
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Drinking Deeply of Christ's Life-Giving Spirit

Jesus alone offers the living water that truly satisfies. The way to drink is simple: come to Him and believe. Faith is the act of drinking deeply from Christ, trusting that He is our sufficiency in every need. When we do, His life wells up within us—like a fountain springing up to eternal life, refreshing not only us but also those around us. The Spirit of God, dwelling within, does not merely fill us; He overflows through us, touching others with His life.

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Have a Message and Be One
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Have a Message and Be One

Oswald Chambers calls believers not merely to speak the message of Christ but to be the message. A Christian’s life is not meant to be a hollow vessel through which words pass, but rather a living demonstration of Christ’s indwelling presence. Just as Jesus Himself was the Word made flesh, we are called to embody the truth we proclaim.

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Rest of Sanctification
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Rest of Sanctification

Many believers struggle with the idea that sanctification is something they must work for, striving to improve themselves with God’s help. But this mindset only leads to frustration and defeat. True sanctification—our growth in holiness—is not our achievement; it is the outflow of Christ’s life within us.

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Should I Give or Walk Away? A Biblical Approach to Helping Those in Need
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Should I Give or Walk Away? A Biblical Approach to Helping Those in Need

We’ve all encountered it—the man standing at the intersection with a cardboard sign, asking for help. In that moment, a swirl of thoughts rushes in: Should I give? What if he misuses the money? Would Jesus help him? Am I being heartless if I don’t? As believers, we genuinely want to reflect Christ’s love, but we also recognize that not every need is necessarily our assignment.

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The Church’s Mission: Good Works or Gospel Proclamation?
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The Church’s Mission: Good Works or Gospel Proclamation?

When it comes to helping those in need, Christians often point to the example of Jesus—His compassion, His acts of healing, and His care for the poor and marginalized. But is social work the mission of the Church? A brother in Christ recently shared with me that his church is embarking on a well-intentioned effort to renovate a struggling man’s home as part of their outreach. While the heart behind this project is commendable, it raises an important question: What did Jesus actually commission His Church to do?

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The Difference Between Spirit-Led Generosity and Works-Based Giving
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The Difference Between Spirit-Led Generosity and Works-Based Giving

Throughout Scripture, we see God’s people meeting the needs of others—selling possessions in Acts 2, giving to the poor, and embodying the love of Christ in acts of mercy like the Good Samaritan. Yet, there is a stark contrast between generosity that flows organically from the life of Christ within us and generosity that is manufactured through human effort, strategy, or obligation. One is life-giving, the other exhausting. One is led by the Spirit, the other by the flesh.

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