A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

Steadfast in the Midst of Decline
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Steadfast in the Midst of Decline

Jotham's reign is an unusual one in Judah’s history. Unlike his father Uzziah, who ended his days in disgrace, or his son Ahaz, who would plunge Judah into deeper apostasy, Jotham walked faithfully before the Lord. The text makes it clear that he “ordered his ways before the Lord his God” (v. 6), meaning he sought to live in alignment with God’s will, not merely in outward religious observance but in his whole life.

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Resting in What God Has Already Spoken
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Resting in What God Has Already Spoken

A man stood at the entrance of a vast desert, holding a well-worn map in his hands. The map had been passed down for generations, drawn by a master traveler who had crossed the desert countless times. It detailed every oasis, every hidden danger, and the only safe route to the other side.

Yet, as the man prepared to begin his journey, voices called to him from the edges of the path.

"That map is outdated," one voice whispered. "The desert has changed. Trust your instincts."

Another voice spoke with confidence, "Here, take my map. It’s easier. No need to follow such a difficult path."

A third voice, softer and more alluring, suggested, "Why struggle at all? Stay here where it's comfortable. No need to cross at all."

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False Prophets and the Whitewashing of Truth
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False Prophets and the Whitewashing of Truth

Truth is precious, and when it is distorted—especially by those claiming to speak for God—the consequences are severe. In Ezekiel 13, the Lord speaks through the prophet to expose both male and female false prophets in Judah. These individuals spread lies in God's name, reassuring the people with promises of peace when destruction was imminent. Their deceit did not merely mislead; it actively harmed the nation, leading many away from true reliance on the Lord.

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Misguided Judgment and the Grace of God
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Misguided Judgment and the Grace of God

Eliphaz’s second speech in Job 15 is marked by increasing hostility. No longer offering even a hint of comfort, he condemns Job, accusing him of arrogance and undermining true piety. His rigid belief that good things happen to good people and suffering only comes upon the wicked blinds him to the larger reality of God’s sovereign purposes. In this chapter, we witness a tragic misunderstanding of suffering—one that leaves no room for the undeserved affliction ultimately fulfilled in Christ’s suffering on the cross.

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I Face a Defeated Foe
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I Face a Defeated Foe

📖 “In Me you may have peace. In the world you have tribulation; but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world.” – John 16:33

The world throws its fiercest battles at us—trials that test the mind, emotions, and will. But the battle is not ours to fight. It has already been won. Jesus did not merely promise victory in the future; He declared, “I have overcome the world.”That victory is already accomplished, and for those who are in Him, it is already theirs.

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Engraved in His Hands
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Engraved in His Hands

"Can a mother forget the baby at her breast and have no compassion on the child she has borne? Though she may forget, I will not forget you! See, I have engraved you on the palms of my hands; your walls are ever before me."
Isaiah 49:15-16

The weight of discouragement can feel overwhelming, especially when circumstances whisper that God has forgotten us. In times of loneliness, failure, or regret, it is easy to assume that His love has waned, that our missteps have distanced us beyond His reach. But God’s love is not like human love. It does not waver with emotions or change with circumstances. His commitment is eternal, and His devotion is unwavering.

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Fear Not, for He Is with Us
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Fear Not, for He Is with Us

📖 Devotional Reflection on Isaiah 41:10

When fear grips the heart, the natural response is to look for an escape—a change in circumstances, a resolution to uncertainty, or a calming of the storm. But the Lord offers something far greater than a temporary reprieve; He offers Himself.

In Isaiah 41:10, God doesn’t simply promise to improve our situation. He declares His presence: “Do not fear, for I am with you; do not be afraid, for I am your God.” Our confidence is not found in the removal of trouble but in the unshakable reality of His nearness. He upholds, He sustains, and He assures us with the same tender words that echoed across the sea of Galilee: “It is I; do not be afraid” (Mark 6:50).

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A New Heart and a New Spirit
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A New Heart and a New Spirit

"I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit within you; I will take the heart of stone out of your flesh and give you a heart of flesh. I will put My Spirit within you and cause you to walk in My statutes, and you will keep My judgments and do them."
—Ezekiel 36:26-27

The grace of the new covenant is not merely an improvement upon the old; it is an entirely different way of life. Under the law, obedience was required but not enabled. Under grace, God Himself supplies both the desire and the power to live according to His ways. The promise in Ezekiel speaks of this radical transformation—He removes the heart of stone, that cold, lifeless center resistant to Him, and replaces it with a heart that is alive and responsive.

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Carried Away in Love
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Carried Away in Love

📖 She hath wrought a good work on Me. — Mark 14:6

Oswald Chambers challenges us with the question: Have you ever been carried away for Him? True love does not calculate its worth or measure its usefulness—it simply gives. Mary of Bethany's act of pouring out costly perfume upon Jesus was not done for recognition or as an act of duty. It was a lavish, unrestrained display of love. Jesus received it as a good work—not because of its usefulness, but because of its value to Him.

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One Standard—Christ: A Deeper Study
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One Standard—Christ: A Deeper Study

“So then let us once for all quit the elementary teaching about Christ and continue progressing toward maturity” (Hebrews 6:1, WMS).

Many believers struggle under the weight of thinking that spiritual growth depends on their own efforts. They hear messages urging them to pray more, study more, serve more—trying in vain to become something they believe they are not yet. But Scripture reveals that God’s standard for the Christian life is not improvement; it is Christ Himself.

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One Standard—Christ
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One Standard—Christ

“So then let us once for all quit the elementary teaching about Christ and continue progressing toward maturity” (Hebrews 6:1, WMS).

Many believers are burdened by the notion that their growth in Christ is solely their responsibility—that maturity depends on their effort, discipline, and dedication. But Scripture reveals a different reality: the standard for the Christian life is not merely improvement but Christ Himself. Maturity is not measured by how much we do, but by how fully He is manifested in and through us.

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Victory Over Death: The Promise of Resurrection
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Victory Over Death: The Promise of Resurrection

Death has always loomed as humanity’s greatest fear, the finality that seems insurmountable. Yet, in 1 Corinthians 15, Paul dismantles that fear with the undeniable truth of Christ’s resurrection. He lays out a compelling case—not only did Christ rise, but His resurrection guarantees the resurrection of all who belong to Him. Without this truth, faith collapses, and hope crumbles. But because He lives, we too shall live.

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Hearing and Responding to Jesus’ Word
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Hearing and Responding to Jesus’ Word

Luke 8 presents a series of events that emphasize the necessity of hearing and responding to Jesus’ word with faith. From the parable of the sower to the stilling of the storm, the deliverance of a possessed man, and the healing of a sick woman alongside the raising of a dead girl, Jesus demonstrates His authority over hearts, nature, demons, disease, and even death itself. These accounts call us to not merely hear Jesus’ words but to embrace them in unwavering trust.

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My Response to His Ability
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My Response to His Ability

📖 “In the world you will have tribulation. But take heart; I have overcome the world.” — John 16:33

Life in this world is full of trials, but for those who are in Christ, there is a deeper reality—a place of abiding peace that transcends circumstances. E. Stanley Jones reminds us that though we are in the world, we are more deeply in Him, and in Him, we have everything we need. This is not a strained effort to attain peace but a resting in the sufficiency of Christ.

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Look and Live
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Look and Live

📖 "Turn to Me and be saved, all the ends of the earth! For I am God, and there is no other."Isaiah 45:22

A man lost at sea, surrounded by endless waves and an unrelenting sky, can do one of two things—flail in panic, exhausting himself with futile effort, or lift his eyes toward the rescue ship already approaching. The choice is simple, yet many still refuse to look up, convinced they must save themselves.

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Do Not Fear, Trust in the Lord
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Do Not Fear, Trust in the Lord

📖 Do not fear, for I am with you; do not be afraid, for I am your God. I will strengthen you; I will surely help you; I will uphold you with My right hand of righteousness.Isaiah 41:10 (BSB)

Fear is the enemy’s favorite weapon, a tool he wields to weaken our trust in God’s unshakable promises. He knows that when we fear, we hesitate—our faith falters, and we step back instead of forward in confidence. Job himself admitted, “What I feared has come upon me” (Job 3:25), revealing how fear can be a self-fulfilling prophecy when we allow it to dictate our thoughts. But Scripture gives us a different reality—one anchored in truth: we are upheld, secure, and kept by God Himself.

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Not by Might, but by My Spirit
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Not by Might, but by My Spirit

“This is the word of the LORD to Zerubbabel: ‘Not by might nor by power, but by My Spirit,’ says the LORD of hosts. ‘Who are you, O great mountain? Before Zerubbabel you shall become a plain! And he shall bring forth the capstone with shouts of "Grace, grace to it!"’"
— Zechariah 4:6-7

The Christian life is not one of human effort, striving, or personal strength. It is a life empowered by the Holy Spirit, where grace accomplishes what human effort never could. In Zechariah’s time, Zerubbabel faced what seemed like an immovable mountain—overwhelming obstacles to rebuilding the temple. Yet, God declared that these obstacles would be leveled, not by human strength, but by His Spirit. And when the work was completed, it would not be with praise for human determination, but with the exclamation: Grace, grace to it!

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Arise, Let Us Go Hence
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Arise, Let Us Go Hence

We often cherish those moments when God speaks to us, revealing His will, His desires, and His calling upon our lives. There’s a temptation, however, to linger in those moments indefinitely—meditating, reflecting, contemplating—but never stepping forward in obedience. Jesus, after pouring out deep spiritual truths to His disciples, didn’t tell them to sit and ponder. He said, "Arise, let us go hence." (John 14:31). There is a time to be still before the Lord, but there is also a time to move.

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Safe Beyond Question
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Safe Beyond Question

📖 "Neither give place to the devil." — Ephesians 4:27

Many believers live as though they are vulnerable to the enemy’s schemes, forgetting that their security is not based on their own efforts but on the unshakable foundation of Christ’s finished work. The moment we were placed in Him, we passed from death to life, from the domain of darkness to the kingdom of God’s beloved Son (Colossians 1:13). Our position is settled, our identity secure. Yet, if we fail to stand on this truth, the enemy will exploit our doubt, attempting to deceive us into thinking we are still bound by sin and self.

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The Tragedy of Pride and the Beauty of Humility
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The Tragedy of Pride and the Beauty of Humility

Uzziah’s life is a stark reminder of how success without humility leads to downfall. He began his reign with great promise, walking in step with God’s ways. His victories, prosperity, and fame were all granted by God’s gracious hand. Yet, instead of recognizing that his strength was from the Lord, he allowed pride to take root. The very blessings God gave him became the foundation for his destruction.

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