A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

Heaven on Earth: A Reflection on Ephesians 5:23
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Heaven on Earth: A Reflection on Ephesians 5:23

A.B. Simpson, with his usual spiritual clarity, reveals a truth that is often missed in relationships—whether in marriage, friendship, or prayer. The heart of today’s reflection is this: unity is not achieved through effortful clinging to one another, but through mutual yielding to God. When both hearts are turned upward, they naturally grow closer, not by striving to bind together, but by aligning with the same divine center.

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Characteristics of Living by Grace
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Characteristics of Living by Grace

Living under the new covenant means living by grace, not by human sufficiency. Bob Hoekstra points us to a truth so liberating it resets our whole spiritual orientation: our adequacy doesn’t arise from within ourselves, but from God alone. Through Christ, we receive “grace upon grace,” a cascading supply that not only justifies us but sanctifies us—progressively forming the likeness of Christ within us. This grace is not abstract or aloof; it meets us in our deepest needs, builds us up, liberates us from sin's dominion, and establishes our hearts in peace.

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The Light That Never Fails
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The Light That Never Fails

Oswald Chambers calls us today to anchor our gaze not on the flickering lights of human encouragement, but on the unfailing brilliance of the Lord’s glory. In the early stages of our journey, we’re often lifted by others—their zeal, wisdom, or simply their presence. But eventually, those lights dim. People change. They move on. They pass away. And if our eyes were fixed on them rather than on Christ, discouragement can creep in. But Chambers reminds us that this disillusionment is actually a divine invitation: to build our lives not on temporary lights, but on the Light that never fails.

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Guiding Comforter
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Guiding Comforter

Today’s devotional draws a stark and beautiful contrast between two ways of living: the law-driven life, and the Spirit-led life. One is dominated by effort and pressure—what Chafer calls “bondage of effort to please God.” The other is gently governed by the inner guidance of the Holy Spirit, where the fruit of Christ’s life begins to flourish not from effort, but from rest.

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Caring for the Body
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Caring for the Body

Today’s devotional invites us to reconsider what true spiritual maturity looks like. It draws from the picture of Gad, one of the tribes of Israel, who secured his inheritance east of the Jordan but didn’t stay behind to enjoy it. Instead, he joined the rest of Israel in battle to help them enter their own land. This act, though costly in terms of comfort and personal enjoyment, was considered just in God’s eyes—not because Gad earned righteousness by works, but because he valued the unity and flourishing of the whole people of God over his individual satisfaction.

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John 12 — Grace That Fragrantly Fills the Room
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John 12 — Grace That Fragrantly Fills the Room

John 12 paints a moving and multidimensional portrait of the final days leading up to Jesus’ crucifixion. The chapter opens with Mary’s extravagant devotion, anointing Jesus with costly perfume—an act of prophetic worship that Jesus said prepared Him for burial. The sweet aroma of this offering contrasted sharply with Judas’s bitter greed.

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Philippians 1
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Philippians 1

Paul's letter to the Philippians opens with a rich outpouring of joy, love, and Christ-centered hope. He identifies himself and Timothy simply as "servants of Christ Jesus," echoing the humility of their Master who took on the form of a servant Himself. Paul writes to a church that he deeply loves and cherishes, reminding them that their unity and mutual love are born out of the gospel and the shared grace of God. He affirms their partnership not only in their generous financial support but in their shared life in Christ.

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Introduction to the Book of Philippians
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Introduction to the Book of Philippians

Paul’s letter to the Philippians is deeply personal, filled with the warmth of spiritual friendship. Unlike some of his more corrective letters, Philippians reads like a tender correspondence between close companions. The church at Philippi was born through hardship and bonded by generosity. From its very first converts—Lydia, the jailer, and the delivered slave girl—this church knew what it meant to suffer for Christ and to walk in joy despite opposition.

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Created for Him: The Freedom of Belonging to Christ
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Created for Him: The Freedom of Belonging to Christ

There are some verses we’ve read or heard a hundred times, and then one day—through the Spirit’s quiet work—they explode with meaning. That happened to me recently with Colossians 1:16: "All things were created through Him and for Him."

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The Burned-Out Life and the Homecoming Heart
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The Burned-Out Life and the Homecoming Heart

In this sobering reflection, E. Stanley Jones explores the inevitable consequences of living apart from Christ. He observes that when a soul detaches from its source—Jesus, who is life—it doesn't merely suffer disorientation or malaise; it begins a process of decay. Whether in outward rebellion or quiet self-centeredness, the life separated from Christ slowly collapses under its own weight. Jones likens it to a branch cut off from the vine, which withers and is ultimately burned—not by God's wrath, but by the unlivable nature of a self-sustained existence. He powerfully states that we light our own funeral pyres when we depart from Christ, for the fire of internal conflict, discontent, and confusion is self-ignited.

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Unmixed: When One Source Is Enough
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Unmixed: When One Source Is Enough

What if a well-intended spiritual practice subtly concealed a deeper problem—not because it was overtly evil, but because it blended the sacred with the merely symbolic? In Leviticus 19:19, God gave Israel a law that might seem strange to us today: "Do not wear clothing woven of two kinds of material." On the surface, this feels outdated. But through this command, God revealed something enduring—something not bound to ancient garments, but to spiritual reality: some things were never meant to be mixed.

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What Not to Mix Together
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What Not to Mix Together

Ray Stedman reminds us that Old Testament laws like not mixing fabrics, seeds, or animals were never about the materials themselves. Rather, they were designed to impress upon Israel the danger of mixing opposing spiritual principles—light with darkness, truth with error, faith with flesh. These were training tools to teach discernment. Today, in the New Covenant, we’re not bound to follow these symbols literally, but we are to understand the heart behind them: God does not permit a blending of His life with fleshly ways.

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His Heart Beating in Mine
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His Heart Beating in Mine

A.B. Simpson draws our hearts today to the inner reality of Christ’s anointing within us—the indwelling presence of God’s love, which does not fade or fluctuate. His Spirit doesn’t come and go; He remains, and with Him comes the gentle teaching of love itself. This isn’t a call to discard instruction, but to recognize that all true understanding flows from the Spirit’s life within. And that life? It is love.

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Growing in Knowing the Lord
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Growing in Knowing the Lord

At the heart of the new covenant is not a rulebook but a relationship. Bob Hoekstra reminds us that grace does more than bring us into God’s family—it deepens our fellowship with Him day by day. The very essence of growth under grace is knowing the Lord more intimately, not just knowing about Him. Paul echoed this desire when he prayed that believers would walk in a way that pleased the Lord by growing in the knowledge of God (Colossians 1:10).

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Now Don’t Hurt the Lord!
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Now Don’t Hurt the Lord!

In today’s devotional, Oswald Chambers gently but firmly redirects our gaze away from the mystical and toward the immediate. The Lord is not waiting in the distance to be revealed in dramatic ways—He is present, here and now. Chambers notes that we often hurt the Lord, not through rebellion, but through our doubts, our complicated logic, and our restless hearts that cannot simply rest in Him.

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Trinity-Trained
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Trinity-Trained

There’s a sacred mystery to the sufferings we walk through—not only are they never wasted, but they are precisely fashioned to prepare us to carry out the kind of service the Father has in mind. Today's devotional from Abide Above reveals how God, in His triune love and wisdom, orchestrates every affliction with a dual purpose: first, to form Christ within us, and second, to enable us to bring comfort and truth to others who are suffering.

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When the Wind Fills the Sails
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When the Wind Fills the Sails

Today’s eManna devotional reflects on Zebulun, a tribe of Israel described as dwelling by the sea and becoming a haven for ships (Genesis 49:13). This imagery paints a prophetic picture—not just of geography—but of gospel ministry. Zebulun, situated in Galilee, becomes a symbol of gospel exportation. It was in Galilee where Jesus began His public ministry, where He later appeared to His disciples after His resurrection, and where He commissioned them to go into all the world.

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Nehemiah 9: The God Who Remembers His Covenant, Even When We Forget
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Nehemiah 9: The God Who Remembers His Covenant, Even When We Forget

Nehemiah 9 captures a sacred moment when the people of Israel, freshly reawakened by the Word of God, gather in repentance and reflection. This chapter moves beyond personal mourning to a national confession—a recognition that the same God who rescued them from Egypt, led them through the wilderness, and planted them in the land, remained faithful even when they were not. The chapter unfolds as a long prayer, rich with historical remembrance and honest self-examination.

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Ezekiel 40
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Ezekiel 40

Ezekiel 40 ushers us into the final vision of the prophet's ministry—a breathtaking panorama that centers on a future temple, a place of restored worship and divine presence. The chapter is a meticulous architectural walkthrough of this new sanctuary, guided by a radiant angelic figure who instructs Ezekiel to observe, listen, and report.

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Job 42 – The Last Word Is His
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Job 42 – The Last Word Is His

Job’s final response is markedly different from his earlier, reserved admission in chapter 40. Now, Job affirms the absolute sovereignty of God—not just as a doctrinal truth but as a deeply personal realization. He confesses that God's purposes cannot be thwarted and that nothing occurs outside the scope of His authority, even the operations of Satan. This isn’t dualism. There is only one ultimate authority in the universe, and Job acknowledges this with a reverent awe. His earlier words are recanted, not out of shame, but because he now sees God more clearly—not through secondhand reports, but through a direct encounter. And in this clearer vision of God, Job sees himself rightly—not worthless, but humbled and finite in the presence of infinite wisdom.

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