A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

Waging War with Divine Power
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Waging War with Divine Power

In 2 Corinthians 10, Paul enters into a spiritual battle—not against flesh and blood, but against false accusations and worldly perspectives infiltrating the Corinthian church. His opponents claim that he is bold and strong in his letters but weak and unimpressive in person. Paul dismantles this lie by declaring that his war is not waged with human weapons but with divine power (vv. 3-4). Just as siege warfare involves tearing down strongholds, taking captives, and securing the city, Paul follows the same approach in dealing with rebellious thoughts that exalt themselves against the knowledge of Christ (v. 5).

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Jesus Seeks and Saves the Lost
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Jesus Seeks and Saves the Lost

As Jesus approaches Jerusalem, His mission becomes increasingly clear: He has come to seek and save the lost. Luke 19 opens with the dramatic transformation of Zacchaeus, a wealthy tax collector despised by his people. Jesus calls him by name, inviting Himself into Zacchaeus’s home, and in that moment, Zacchaeus responds with faith and repentance. His generous restitution demonstrates that salvation is not merely a change of status before God but a transformation of the heart that bears fruit.

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One Body in Christ
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One Body in Christ

E. Stanley Jones brings us to a crucial truth in Romans 12:5—our life in Christ is not an individualistic experience, but a shared one. To be in Christ is to be inseparably connected to all others who are also in Him. There is no such thing as an isolated Christian, living out their faith in a vacuum. The very essence of our new life means we belong to one another.

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Poured Out
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Poured Out

Paul looked ahead to the day when all the labor of the Christian life would be revealed for what it truly is. Every act born of self-effort—wood, hay, and stubble—would be burned away. But every work that flowed from Christ’s indwelling life—gold, silver, and precious stones—would shine in His glory. Paul knew that his labor was not about outward results, human praise, or visible success. It was about whether Christ was being held fast, trusted in, and expressed through those he ministered to. If that was true, his labor had not been in vain.

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His Work, Not Mine
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His Work, Not Mine

God calls us to serve, not by mustering up our own strength or ingenuity, but by walking in the good works He has already prepared for us. We are His masterpiece, created in Christ Jesus, and He is the one who initiates, empowers, and completes every work He assigns. Service is not about striving or trying to impress Him; it is simply yielding to the life of Christ within and allowing His Spirit to express Himself through us.

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The New Covenant of Grace: A Resurrection Covenant
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The New Covenant of Grace: A Resurrection Covenant

The new covenant of grace is not just a covenant of forgiveness, but of resurrection life. When Jesus instituted the Lord’s Supper, He spoke of a future moment when He would drink of the cup again in the kingdom of God. This statement, given just before His crucifixion, pointed to His resurrection—the foundation of the new covenant. Without His resurrection, the grace of God would remain an unrealized promise, but because Christ rose, we now live in His victory.

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Obedience: The Freedom of Yielding to Christ
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Obedience: The Freedom of Yielding to Christ

"You are slaves of the one you obey." — Romans 6:16

Oswald Chambers directs our attention to the sobering truth that our obedience determines our spiritual reality. If we yield to sin, it will master us. If we yield to Christ, He will be our freedom. The habits and desires we indulge—whether small or significant—do not remain neutral. They either reinforce our dependence on Christ or deepen our slavery to self.

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Light and Shadow
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Light and Shadow

Before affliction, we often wander—relying on our own understanding, unaware of how shallow our grasp of truth really is. But in the face of suffering, the Word takes root in a new way, becoming not just something we know, but something we live. J.B. Stoney reminds us that learning and proving are two different things. The bright days of insight prepare us, but it is the dark days of trial that reveal whether those truths have truly taken hold in our hearts. Just as Peter reminds us, after we have suffered a while, God Himself will establish, strengthen, and settle us (1 Peter 5:10).

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Returning to Worship
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Returning to Worship

Ezra 2 lists the names of the returning exiles—over 125 individuals—who journeyed back to the land of promise. These names mattered because they were a tangible reminder that God had not abandoned His people. Though many remained in Babylon, those who returned stepped into a new chapter of God’s redemptive plan. The total number recorded is 29,818, yet Ezra later states that 42,360 returned. This discrepancy likely accounts for women, children, and unnamed individuals.

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The Tragic Tale of Two Sisters: A Lesson on Faithfulness
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The Tragic Tale of Two Sisters: A Lesson on Faithfulness

Ezekiel 23 presents a powerful allegory, depicting Israel and Judah as two sisters—Oholah (Samaria) and Oholibah (Jerusalem)—who forsook their covenant with God, prostituting themselves through illicit political alliances with pagan nations. Samaria’s fall to Assyria in 722 BC stands as a tragic warning, yet Jerusalem, instead of learning from this judgment, became even more entangled with Babylon, leading to its own destruction. The graphic imagery in this passage is not meant to shock for shock’s sake but to expose the seriousness of spiritual unfaithfulness. Judah’s rejection of God in favor of worldly powers was ultimately met with divine judgment, fulfilling the principle that what one clings to apart from God will eventually become their downfall.

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The Futility of Bildad’s Argument and the Hope of a Mediator
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The Futility of Bildad’s Argument and the Hope of a Mediator

Bildad’s final words in Job 25 are brief, reflecting the exhaustion of the arguments of Job’s friends. His statement is not new, but it serves as a summary of their position: humanity, in its mortality and frailty, can never be righteous before God. He emphasizes the vastness of God’s purity and the insignificance of man, using celestial imagery to make his case—if even the moon and stars are not pure in God’s sight, how much less mortal man? Bildad sees Job’s cries for justification as folly, for in his mind, no human being can be declared righteous before such a holy God.

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Conscience Trained in Christ
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Conscience Trained in Christ

E. Stanley Jones reminds us that speaking the truth is not enough—we must speak the truth in Christ. It is only when our conscience bears witness in the Holy Spirit that we can be assured we are walking in truth. Left to itself, conscience is unreliable because it is shaped by whatever standards have been impressed upon it. A Hindu’s conscience may approve of caste, while a Christian’s conscience, shaped differently, disapproves of it. This contrast reveals that conscience alone is not a safe guide; it must be trained by the Holy Spirit in Christ.

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How to Shine
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How to Shine

Paul calls believers to a trustful obedience—an obedience that does not grumble or argue (Philippians 2:14). The devotional highlights that murmuring is an expression of unbelief, revealing a lack of confidence in God's sovereign hand over circumstances. When we complain, we inadvertently declare that we do not trust Him to be sufficient for all things.

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Living in the Radiance of His Love
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Living in the Radiance of His Love

“Keep yourselves in the love of God as you await the mercy of our Lord Jesus Christ to bring you eternal life." — Jude 1:21 BSB

When the love of God shines upon us, it transforms everything. Just as a sunset's golden hues paint the entire sky, so His love touches every aspect of our lives, bathing even the darkest moments in heavenly light. What was once burdensome becomes light; what was once sharp with difficulty softens into peace. His love doesn’t merely change our circumstances—it changes how we experience them.

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The Spirit of Grace and Supplication
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The Spirit of Grace and Supplication

The Holy Spirit and the grace of God are inseparable realities. To walk by the Spirit is to live by grace, and to live by grace is to rely upon the Spirit. Zechariah 12:10 speaks of the Holy Spirit as "the Spirit of grace and supplication," showing that His work is entirely rooted in God's unmerited favor toward us.

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His Abandonment to Us
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His Abandonment to Us

Oswald Chambers presents a powerful truth: We will never fully abandon ourselves to God until we grasp how completely He abandoned Himself for us. God did not parcel out His love in increments or hesitate in giving. He gave all. When He sent His Son into the world, He held nothing back—no reservations, no limits. John 3:16 isn't just a statement about salvation; it's the revelation of divine abandonment, a love so full and self-giving that it demands a response.

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A Prayer for a Dear Friend’s Daughter
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A Prayer for a Dear Friend’s Daughter

Father, You are near to the brokenhearted and save those who are crushed in spirit. You are the God who heals, who binds up wounds, and who restores the years the locusts have eaten. Nothing is beyond Your reach, and Your arm is not too short to save. You sent Your Son to set the captives free, to open the prison to those who are bound. Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty.

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Not Influence, but Life
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Not Influence, but Life

True transformation does not come from external influences, even miraculous ones. Jesus’ miracles served as testimony to His identity, yet they did not eradicate unbelief from those who witnessed them. The disciples, despite seeing countless miracles, still struggled with doubt. This reveals a vital truth: external experiences do not change the core of who we are. Only the indwelling life of Christ transforms.

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Grace in Giving
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Grace in Giving

In 2 Corinthians 9, Paul continues his encouragement to the Corinthians regarding their financial gift to the believers in Jerusalem. He reminds them of their initial eagerness to give, noting how their zeal inspired the Macedonians. Now, as some Macedonian believers accompany Paul to Corinth, he hopes their arrival will reignite the Corinthians’ readiness to give. Yet, Paul also wants to spare them—and himself—the embarrassment of being unprepared. To prevent any last-minute compulsion, he has sent advance messengers to ensure that the offering is given willingly and not under pressure.

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