A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

Gentle Yet Just: Reconciling Jesus’ Meekness with His Righteous Judgment
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Gentle Yet Just: Reconciling Jesus’ Meekness with His Righteous Judgment

Someone might ask, "How do we reconcile Jesus' gentleness and meekness with the times He overturned the money changers’ tables, pronounced woes against the religious leaders, and will one day execute judgment on the unbelieving world in Revelation? If He is ‘gentle and lowly in heart’ (Matthew 11:29), how do we understand His actions that seem anything but gentle?"

At first glance, these moments might seem to contradict the fruit of the Spirit—particularly gentleness. But when we look deeper, we see that Jesus' gentleness was never about avoiding confrontation or withholding judgment. Instead, it was about acting with perfect wisdom, love, and self-control. His meekness was not weakness—it was power under perfect submission to the Father’s will.

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The Overflow of Christ’s Life
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The Overflow of Christ’s Life

The fruit of the Spirit is…kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control…being filled with the fruits of righteousness which are by Jesus Christ, to the glory and praise of God.
(Galatians 5:22-23 and Philippians 1:11)

When Christ is our life, His nature flows through us like a steady current, shaping the way we relate to others. The fruit of the Spirit—kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control—is not a list of moral aspirations but the very expression of Christ's character working through those who abide in Him.

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The Devotion of Hearing
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The Devotion of Hearing

📖 "Speak; for Thy servant heareth." — 1 Samuel 3:10

Oswald Chambers reminds us that hearing from God is not an occasional event but the natural result of an intimate life with Christ. The closer we abide in Him, the more we recognize His voice—not just in the grand moments, but in the quiet whispers of everyday life.

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Convicted, or Filled?
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Convicted, or Filled?

📖 “And because ye are sons, God hath sent forth the Spirit of His Son into your hearts.” — Galatians 4:6

The Holy Spirit’s work in us is not simply about convicting us of sin, but about removing self from the throne of our hearts so that Christ might reign. Conviction clears the way; filling empowers. When we yield to Him, the Spirit applies the reality of “not I, but Christ” (Gal. 2:20), replacing self-effort with the life of Jesus within.

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Honor, Unity, and the Lord’s Supper
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Honor, Unity, and the Lord’s Supper

Paul's instructions in 1 Corinthians 11 call believers to honor both God’s design and each other, particularly in corporate worship. His discussion on head coverings addresses cultural expressions of respect, while his rebuke regarding the Lord’s Supper highlights the necessity of unity within the body of Christ. Underneath these issues lies a deeper truth: when we gather as the church, our focus must be on Christ rather than on status, personal rights, or divisions.

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Jesus, the Faithful Son and the Anointed One
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Jesus, the Faithful Son and the Anointed One

Luke 4 unveils the early days of Jesus' public ministry, beginning with His temptation in the wilderness and culminating in His authoritative teaching and miraculous works. Throughout this chapter, we witness Jesus' unwavering trust in the Father, His victorious stand against the enemy, and His bold proclamation of the good news. He does not yield to temptation, misuse His divine power, or seek an earthly kingdom apart from the Father's will. Instead, He walks in perfect dependence upon the Spirit, fulfilling His mission to proclaim liberty, heal the broken, and declare the favor of God.

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Sid’s Battle with the Power of Cancelled Sin
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Sid’s Battle with the Power of Cancelled Sin

Sid knew the truths of the exchanged life well. He had read Lifetime Guarantee, studied The Normal Christian Life, and could recite Galatians 2:20 by heart. He understood that Christ lived in him and that he was no longer a slave to sin. And yet, when night fell and he was alone, the familiar pull of pornography whispered his name.

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The Surgeon’s Struggle: From Knowing About God to Experiencing Him
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The Surgeon’s Struggle: From Knowing About God to Experiencing Him

Dr. Frank Mitchell was a man of precision. Every movement of his hands in the operating room was calculated, measured, and practiced. As a leading cardiovascular surgeon, he had spent decades saving lives, restoring health, and ensuring that every procedure followed the exact protocol needed for success. He understood systems, processes, and outcomes. His world was built on knowledge, logic, and mastery.

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He Breaks the Power of Cancelled Sin
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He Breaks the Power of Cancelled Sin

Christ not only cancels sin, but He also breaks its power. Many stop at forgiveness, rejoicing that their sins are erased. But if we stop there, we miss the deeper reality—sin’s dominion over us is shattered. Christ does not leave us forgiven yet still enslaved. He sets us free.

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Breaking Free from Mechanical Religion: Brent’s Wake-Up Call
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Breaking Free from Mechanical Religion: Brent’s Wake-Up Call

Brent had always been a faithful churchgoer. From the outside, he seemed like the model Christian—attending Sunday services, volunteering when needed, and even leading a men’s Bible study. He knew all the right answers, could quote Scripture fluently, and rarely missed a morning devotion. But if he was honest, something had changed.

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Breaking Free from Mechanical Religion
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Breaking Free from Mechanical Religion

📖 “The Lord says: These people come near to me with their mouth and honor me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me. Their worship of me is based on merely human rules they have been taught.” — Isaiah 29:13

There is a quiet danger in the Christian life—the slow drift into mechanical religion. The heart still acknowledges God, yet the relationship becomes a series of motions rather than a living communion. Prayers are spoken without true engagement. Worship is sung without joy. Scripture is read, but the words remain on the surface, never sinking deep.

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The Compass That Never Failed
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The Compass That Never Failed

Long ago, in a land of vast wilderness and hidden treasures, there lived a young traveler named Elias. His heart burned with the desire to find the fabled City of Everlight—a place where peace, abundance, and joy never faded. Many had searched for it, but few had returned, and those who did spoke of perilous paths, deceiving trails, and the ever-present risk of losing one’s way.

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The Right Pursuit: Seeking God First
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The Right Pursuit: Seeking God First

“But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things will be added unto you.”Matthew 6:33 BSB

A divided heart easily loses its way. It’s easy to fixate on a desire—something good, even godly—and allow it to take center stage in our thoughts. We may not even realize how subtly our longing for the thing has overtaken our longing for the Lord Himself. Jesus reminds us that the order matters: Seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and everything else falls into place. It’s not about not desiring things, but about desiring Him above all.

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Abiding in Christ: The Source of Spiritual Fruit
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Abiding in Christ: The Source of Spiritual Fruit

"He who abides in Me, and I in him, bears much fruit"…the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering. (John 15:5 and Galatians 5:22)

The Christian life is not about striving to manufacture love, joy, or peace—it is about abiding in Christ and allowing His life to be expressed through us. Just as a branch does not struggle to bear fruit but simply remains connected to the vine, so we bear spiritual fruit as we rest in our union with Christ.

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Must I Listen?
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Must I Listen?

"And they said unto Moses, Speak thou with us and we will hear: but let not God speak with us, lest we die."Exodus 20:19

The Israelites stood at the foot of Mount Sinai, trembling at the voice of God. Instead of desiring direct communion with Him, they asked for an intermediary—someone to hear on their behalf, someone to buffer the weight of His presence. Their reluctance was not simply fear but an unwillingness to surrender to the reality that when God speaks, His words demand action.

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The Cross for Self
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The Cross for Self

📖 "I have been crucified with Christ." — Galatians 2:20 (ASV)

The Cross is the great paradox of the Christian life. It is both the place of death and the gateway to true life. It was the ultimate agony of God’s heart, yet it stands as His eternal glory. For us who are in Christ, it is both our daily dying and our continual freedom—freedom from the weight of sin and from the self-life that so often entangles.

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Two Laws: Resting in the Law of the Spirit of Life
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Two Laws: Resting in the Law of the Spirit of Life

We live under two opposing laws: the law of sin and death, which pulls downward, and the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus, which lifts upward. The first law is like gravity—it is the natural pull of fallen humanity, leading inevitably to decay and death. But the second law transcends it entirely, for it is not merely a principle; it is the very life of Christ within us.

Romans 8:2 declares, “For the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus has made me free from the law of sin and death.”This freedom is not a struggle but a surrender. It is not about effort but about abiding.

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Line Upon Line
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Line Upon Line

📖 Whom will he teach knowledge, and to whom will he explain the message? Those who are weaned from the milk, those taken from the breast? For it is precept upon precept, precept upon precept, line upon line, line upon line, here a little, there a little.
Isaiah 28:9-10 RSV

The way of growth in Christ is not a single leap into full maturity but a steady, unfolding process. God’s truth is given to us in layers—one building upon another, truth reinforcing truth—until the eyes of our hearts are opened to see life as He sees it. Unlike a neatly arranged theology book, Scripture weaves together the realities of sin, grace, righteousness, and eternity into a tapestry that can only be understood as the Spirit reveals it, moment by moment, through consistent engagement with His Word.

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Endurance: Resting in His Strength, Not Striving in Ours
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Endurance: Resting in His Strength, Not Striving in Ours

"being strengthened with all power according to His glorious might so that you may have full endurance and patience, and joyfully." — Colossians 1:11 (BSB)

Endurance can look different depending on where our strength is found. There is the kind that grits its teeth, striving with every ounce of human willpower, and then there is the kind that is quietly at rest, upheld by something greater than itself. One wearies the soul, the other lifts it.

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