A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

Reflecting Christ: From Measuring Up to Mirroring Grace
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Reflecting Christ: From Measuring Up to Mirroring Grace

We often approach our spiritual lives with the mindset of measuring up—as though God handed us a spiritual tape measure to see how closely we align with His holiness. But here's the truth: the law of God was never designed to empower us to meet His standard. It was designed to reveal His perfect holiness and our desperate need for His grace.

Imagine standing before a towering mirror that reflects the light of Christ. Our goal isn't to stretch ourselves to meet a mark on a measuring stick but to allow the brilliance of Jesus to shine through us. As the apostle Paul writes, we are being transformed into His image—not by our striving, but by the Spirit of God working within us.

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The Divine Measuring Tape
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The Divine Measuring Tape

The law of God, delivered through Moses and clarified by Jesus, reveals God’s holy character and His will for how we are to live. From the stone tablets on Mount Sinai to the Sermon on the Mount, God’s standards have remained unchanging: He is holy, and He calls us to reflect His holiness.

But here’s the reality—none of us measure up. Romans 3:23 reminds us, "For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God." God's law, in all its perfection, serves as a mirror showing us where we fall short, but it doesn’t produce in us the holiness it demands.

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Dependent Reception
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Dependent Reception

Many believers grasp the truth that they are justified by faith in Christ, yet struggle to understand that sanctification—our spiritual growth—is also by that same unwavering faith. Just as we rested in His finished work for our salvation, so too must we rest in Him for our growth and daily living.

It’s a common trap to believe that we must first overcome the desires of the flesh before we can begin walking by the Spirit. This backward thinking causes many to wait endlessly for a moment when they feel "ready" or more spiritually qualified. But Scripture tells us plainly: we walk in the Spirit first, and by doing so, the desires of the flesh lose their grip. Attempting to conquer the flesh on our own is futile because victory comes only as we yield to the Spirit within us.

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From Body-Consciousness to God-Consciousness: Living in the Freedom of Our Oneness with Christ
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From Body-Consciousness to God-Consciousness: Living in the Freedom of Our Oneness with Christ

In Chapter Four of Cain-Likeness to Christ-Likeness, David Kuykendall unveils a transformative truth central to the Christian life: shifting from being consumed by body-consciousness to living with a God-conscious focus. This chapter challenges us to leave behind worldly preoccupations with the physical and embrace the fullness of life found in focusing on God.

The world around us glorifies body-consciousness. Media, societal standards, and even our fears often revolve around the physical. Yet, as followers of Christ, we are invited to fix our minds on things above, experiencing the peace and joy that come from living in the reality of our oneness with Him.

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Unshakable Peace Through Christ: A Reflection on Romans 5
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Unshakable Peace Through Christ: A Reflection on Romans 5

Romans 5 offers a beautiful transition from the foundational truths of our justification to the incredible blessings that flow from it. In this chapter, Paul reveals the depth of God's grace and the transformative peace available to every believer through Jesus Christ.

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The Cross in View: A Journey Through Matthew 26
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The Cross in View: A Journey Through Matthew 26

Matthew 26 marks the turning point in Jesus’ earthly ministry. The weight of betrayal, the reality of sacrifice, and the contrast between devotion and denial unfold as Jesus walks steadfastly toward the cross. This chapter is a sobering yet beautiful reminder of God’s sovereign plan for redemption, fulfilled through Jesus, the true Passover Lamb.

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Trusting in God or Fleeing to Egypt?
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Trusting in God or Fleeing to Egypt?

In Jeremiah 43, we witness the tragic unfolding of Judah’s continued resistance to trusting God. Despite witnessing God’s faithfulness and receiving His clear instructions, the remnant of Judah, led by Johanan son of Kareah, chose fear over faith. Johanan had previously shown courage and leadership by rescuing captives from Ishmael (Jeremiah 41:11–14), yet when confronted with uncertainty and looming threats, he turned away from God’s promise of protection and sought refuge in Egypt.

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Resting in God’s Quiet Work
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Resting in God’s Quiet Work

Ecclesiastes 8 offers a timely reflection on navigating a world often ruled by flawed power and uncertain outcomes. Wisdom, though it may not grant influence or authority, radiates through gentle understanding and discernment. “Who is like the wise? Who knows the explanation of things? A person’s wisdom brightens their face and changes its hard appearance” (Ecclesiastes 8:1).

In a world where rulers act unjustly and the powerful often misuse authority, Solomon advises patience and discernment. It is foolish to rebel against authority impulsively, yet wisdom can guide us through such situations with grace (vv. 2–6). Governments disappoint, people in power misuse their positions, and injustice seems to thrive—but none of this escapes God’s notice. Though the wicked may prosper for a time, they will not escape God’s ultimate justice (vv. 10–13).

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Built by Divine Design: Trusting God’s Blueprint
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Built by Divine Design: Trusting God’s Blueprint

In 1 Chronicles 28, King David stands before Israel’s leaders and his son Solomon, sharing a vision he long carried in his heart—to build a temple for the Lord. Yet God, through the prophet Nathan, made it clear that this task was not David's to complete but Solomon's. David humbly accepted God’s plan and passed on this monumental responsibility with a heartfelt charge to his son: “Know the God of your father and serve Him wholeheartedly” (v. 9). He also reminded Solomon that the detailed plans for the temple weren’t born from human imagination but were given by divine revelation (v. 19). This temple, like the tabernacle before it, was not merely a building but a reflection of a far greater heavenly reality—one that would ultimately be fulfilled in Jesus Christ (Hebrews 8:1–9:14).

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The Open Secret: Returning to the Majesty of God
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The Open Secret: Returning to the Majesty of God

As we conclude our reflections on The Knowledge of the Holy, we are brought face-to-face with what Tozer calls "the open secret"—a truth so simple and yet so often neglected. The greatest need of the Church today is not new methods, programs, or philosophies. It is the urgent call to return to the true and holy knowledge of God. Not merely a distant idea of God, but an intimate, transforming vision of His majesty, sovereignty, and glory.

But the Church is not some distant, corporate body—it is you and me. Whatever steps the Church must take to be restored to God’s glory begin with each of us individually. Revival is not a corporate movement without first being a personal awakening.

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Living in the Garden of Grace: The Ministry of Listening
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Living in the Garden of Grace: The Ministry of Listening

"When Jesus heard it, He marveled, and said to those who followed, 'Assuredly, I say to you, I have not found such great faith, not even in Israel.'"
Matthew 8:10

In this passage, Jesus marvels at the faith of a centurion—but notice how that moment began. Jesus first listened. The centurion’s words of faith came alive because Jesus gave him His full, undivided attention. This act of listening wasn’t merely polite; it was a powerful ministry in itself.

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The Knots That Hold Love Together
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The Knots That Hold Love Together

In traditional Hindu dress, a woman’s robe is elegantly draped and held together by a single, small knot. That simple knot secures the entire garment, allowing it to flow beautifully. But if that knot comes undone, the entire robe unravels.

Our spiritual lives are much like this. The virtues and graces God calls us to wear—kindness, patience, humility—are beautifully woven together by the garment of love. Yet this garment is held in place by small, often overlooked "knots."

In 1 Corinthians 13, Paul describes love not so much by what it does but by what it refuses to do. Love does not envy,does not boast, is not proud, does not dishonor others, is not self-seeking, is not easily angered, and keeps no record of wrongs. These repeated “nots” are the spiritual knots that hold love’s garment securely in place.

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When Our Obedience Costs Others: Embracing the Cross Together
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When Our Obedience Costs Others: Embracing the Cross Together

The road to Calvary was one of unimaginable suffering for Jesus, yet even in His final moments, He allowed another to step in and carry part of His burden. Simon of Cyrene, likely a bystander caught in the chaos, was suddenly thrust into this sacred moment—not by choice, but by necessity. Jesus, the Son of God, fully obedient to the will of the Father, needed help.

There’s something deeply humbling in realizing that Jesus, in His obedience, allowed someone else to bear His cross. His submission to God's will directly impacted Simon's life, interrupting his plans and causing significant personal discomfort. And yet, what seemed like an inconvenience became a moment of profound participation in God’s redemptive story.

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Continuing in the Spirit’s Work
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Continuing in the Spirit’s Work

Imagine a man stranded in the middle of a vast ocean, struggling to stay afloat. Suddenly, a lifeboat appears, and the captain reaches out, pulling him aboard. The man, drenched and exhausted, is saved. Yet, instead of resting in the safety of the boat, he insists on jumping back into the water, convinced that swimming alongside the boat will somehow complete his rescue.

This is the very picture Paul paints in Galatians. We were rescued by God's grace through faith—completely unable to save ourselves. The Holy Spirit drew us to Christ, opened our hearts to believe, and brought us into God’s family. We didn’t earn this rescue by striving to keep God’s law or by our own moral performance. It was entirely a gift received by trusting Jesus.

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Refined by the Designer's Hand
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Refined by the Designer's Hand

Every detail of creation is woven together with intentionality by our sovereign God. Every atom moves according to His perfect will. If God orchestrates the universe with such care, how much more carefully is He shaping us, His beloved children, to fulfill His purposes? “Being predestinated according to the purpose of Him who worketh all things after the counsel of His own will” (Ephesians 1:11) assures us that nothing in our lives is left to chance.

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Exploring the Mansion of Grace: Discovering Our Inheritance in Christ
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Exploring the Mansion of Grace: Discovering Our Inheritance in Christ

Imagine for a moment that you've been invited to live in a grand, magnificent mansion. The doors stand wide open, and the invitation is clear: Come in, this is your home. Yet, instead of stepping inside, you linger on the porch or return to a small, dimly lit guest cabin nearby. You know the mansion belongs to you, but the grandeur feels overwhelming, and perhaps you’re unsure how to even begin exploring it.

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A Reflection on Love: How “Lady” by Styx Mirrors Christ’s Love for His Bride
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A Reflection on Love: How “Lady” by Styx Mirrors Christ’s Love for His Bride

Music has a wonderful way of capturing emotions that words alone can’t fully express. The song “Lady” by Styx is a beautiful example—a heartfelt portrayal of love, devotion, and deep affection. While the song was written as an expression of romantic love between a man and a woman, it also serves as a powerful metaphor for how a Christian man should view his wife—with reverence, tenderness, and unwavering devotion. Even more profoundly, it echoes how Christ cherishes His bride, the Church.

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Justified by Faith Alone
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Justified by Faith Alone

In Romans 4, Paul draws us deep into the foundational truth of justification by faith, using Abraham as a living testament to God’s unchanging plan of salvation. This chapter dismantles any notion that righteousness can be earned through works and beautifully reveals that it is solely through faith in God's promises that we are declared righteous.

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Living in Readiness and Faithfulness
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Living in Readiness and Faithfulness

In Matthew 25, Jesus delivers three parables that emphasize the urgency of spiritual readiness, faithful stewardship, and compassionate action. Each story unveils the heart of what it means to be His true disciple—living in eager anticipation of His return and embodying His love and purpose in everyday life.

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Trusting God's Guidance Over Our Own Plans
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Trusting God's Guidance Over Our Own Plans

In Jeremiah 42, God’s response to the people of Judah stands as a powerful reminder of His desire to bless and protect His people—if only they would trust Him. After the tragic murder of Gedaliah, the remnant of Judah was filled with fear and uncertainty. They turned to Jeremiah for God’s guidance, promising to obey whatever He would say. God’s message was clear: if they remained in the land, He would build them up and protect them from the Babylonians. Yet, if they chose to flee to Egypt, seeking safety on their own terms, disaster would follow them.

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