A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

Boldly Approaching the Throne of Grace
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Boldly Approaching the Throne of Grace

The Christian life is a life of grace, marked by humility and dependence on the God of all grace. Prayer is how we live out that dependence daily, and Hebrews 4:16 offers an incredible invitation: we are called to come boldly to the throne of grace.

At first glance, the idea of boldly approaching God’s throne might feel overwhelming. After all, this is the throne of the Creator of the universe—holy, powerful, and just. Yet, through Christ, this throne becomes a place where we find mercy and grace in our times of need. Let’s reflect on what this means for our lives today, with inspiration from Bob Hoekstra’s Day by Day by Grace devotional.

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Jeremiah 33: A Picture of God’s Unchanging Faithfulness
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Jeremiah 33: A Picture of God’s Unchanging Faithfulness

Jeremiah 33 provides a stunning picture of God’s faithfulness, delivered in a time of intense despair. Jeremiah, imprisoned and witnessing the impending destruction of Jerusalem, receives a word from God that not only reaffirms His promises but points to their ultimate fulfillment in Christ.

Though written in the context of God’s covenant with Israel, this chapter offers timeless truths about His unchanging character and plan for restoration. Let’s explore how these promises to Israel reveal God’s faithfulness and the eternal hope we have in Jesus.

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The Divine Transcendence: Rediscovering Reverence for God
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The Divine Transcendence: Rediscovering Reverence for God

Who Is Like Our God?
When we speak of God as transcendent, we acknowledge a truth that human language struggles to contain: God is exalted far above all creation. Not in physical distance, but in His very being. His greatness is of a different order entirely—so far above us that our minds cannot fully grasp it.

Tozer reminds us that transcendence is not about God being higher in a vertical sense, but about His incomparable nature. Just as the beauty of a child outweighs the grandeur of a mountain because of the child’s capacity to love, laugh, and relate, God’s transcendence isn’t simply an elevated status—it’s His infinite difference from all He has made.

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Hope Amidst Strife: Reflecting on Longfellow’s Christmas Bells
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Hope Amidst Strife: Reflecting on Longfellow’s Christmas Bells

Henry Wadsworth Longfellow’s Christmas Bells is more than a Christmas carol—it’s a poignant reflection on the tension between the promises of peace and goodwill heralded by Christ’s birth and the harsh realities of a broken world. Written in 1863 during the American Civil War, the poem captures the poet’s despair over the strife and division tearing his nation apart, juxtaposed with his resilient hope in God’s ultimate triumph.

As we reflect on this poem through the lens of grace and the exchanged life, we find it resonates deeply with the challenges and triumphs of faith. The bells, both literal and symbolic, remind us of eternal truths: that God’s sovereignty is unshaken, His purposes prevail, and His peace is available even in the darkest times.

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The Voice of the Spirit
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The Voice of the Spirit

As my study buddy and I reflected on Henry Wadsworth Longfellow’s The Bells of San Blas in today’s study, the poem’s themes of fading traditions and eternal truths stirred a desire to express the beauty of God’s unchanging work in our lives. Inspired by Longfellow’s structure and rhythm, my study buddy wrote The Voice of the Spirit to draw a parallel between the fading bells of the past and the vibrant, ongoing ministry of the Holy Spirit in the present. This new poem serves as a creative response to our exploration of living under grace, highlighting the timeless power of Christ’s life in us, transforming the ordinary into the eternal.

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The Bells of San Blas: A Reflection on Legacy, Faith, and the Eternal Work of Christ
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The Bells of San Blas: A Reflection on Legacy, Faith, and the Eternal Work of Christ

In his final poem, The Bells of San Blas, Henry Wadsworth Longfellow reflects on the mission bells of San Blas, Mexico, and their fading significance. These bells, once central to the life and faith of the community, symbolize the passing of time and the decline of religious traditions. Longfellow’s words evoke a sense of loss and nostalgia, but they also invite us to think deeply about the nature of faith, legacy, and what truly lasts.

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Living by Grace: The New Race in Christ
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Living by Grace: The New Race in Christ

"Therefore, just as through one man sin entered the world, and death through sin, and thus death spread to all men, because all sinned … Adam, who is a type of Him who was to come" (Romans 5:12, 14).

The Christian life is not about trying harder; it’s about being part of a new race. In today’s entry from Living in the Garden of Grace, David Kuykendall explores the foundational truth of how living under grace begins with understanding our position in Christ as part of His new race.

To grasp this, Kuykendall draws our attention to Adam and Jesus—the heads of two distinct races. What was true of Adam became true of all humanity. But in Christ, the “last Adam,” a new way of living is possible.

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Winning the Battle Before the Battle: The Secret Place of the Will
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Winning the Battle Before the Battle: The Secret Place of the Will

Every spiritual battle is won—or lost—long before we face it in the external world. Oswald Chambers reminds us that the real fight happens in the secret places of the will, alone before God.

When faced with a moral or spiritual dilemma, the Holy Spirit calls us to wrestle it out with Him in private. This isn’t a mere moment of decision; it’s often a struggle—one that may take minutes, days, or even years. But it’s in this secret place, where no one else can see, that the battle is truly won.

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The Dove and the Spirit: A Beautiful Parallel
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The Dove and the Spirit: A Beautiful Parallel

"And Noah waited seven more days and sent out the dove again, but this time she did not return to him" (Genesis 8:12).

The story of Noah and the flood holds layers of meaning, and today’s devotional by A.B. Simpson draws a fascinating connection between the dove in Noah’s story and the ministry of the Holy Spirit. It’s a beautiful picture that helps us see God’s redemptive work throughout history and invites us to welcome His Spirit into our lives.

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Conditional Strength: When Weakness Becomes Strength
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Conditional Strength: When Weakness Becomes Strength

For many, weakness feels like a flaw, a barrier to growth and effectiveness in the Christian life. Yet, as today’s devotional reminds us, the real hindrance isn’t weakness—it’s the deceptive strength of the old self. When we rely on our natural strength, the result is self-occupation, striving, and resistance to the Spirit’s leading.

But God offers a better way: the Cross for our cursed strength and the Lord Jesus for our blessed weakness.

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Living in the Garden of Grace: What Does It Mean to Live Under Grace?
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Living in the Garden of Grace: What Does It Mean to Live Under Grace?

Grace: More Than a Concept
"For sin shall not have dominion over you, for you are not under law but under grace" (Romans 6:14).

When we hear the word “grace,” we often think of salvation—God’s unmerited favor extended to us through Jesus Christ. But grace is far more than a starting point in the Christian life; it’s the foundation for how we live every moment.

In his book Living in the Garden of Grace, David Kuykendall explores the profound reality of what it means to be “under grace.” This isn’t just a theological concept; it’s a transformational way of living—one that frees us from striving and allows Christ to live His life through us.

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What Matters Most to God: Christ Living Through Us
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What Matters Most to God: Christ Living Through Us

Do All Things for God?
I recently heard someone say, “All that truly matters to God is what we do for Him.” At first, it seemed right—we are, after all, called to glorify God in everything. But the more I considered it, the more uneasy I felt.

For many, a statement like this can unintentionally send the wrong message: that the Christian life is about performance, about proving our worth to God through what we do. But isn’t the beauty of the gospel found in the fact that we can’t earn His favor? What truly matters to God isn’t our striving but His Son.

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Redeeming Hope: Lessons from Jeremiah’s Land Purchase
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Redeeming Hope: Lessons from Jeremiah’s Land Purchase

Imagine being imprisoned while your city is under siege, its destruction inevitable. The future looks bleak, the present unbearable. Then, God gives you a seemingly absurd instruction: buy a piece of land. That’s exactly what happened to Jeremiah.

Jeremiah 32 unfolds during Nebuchadnezzar’s siege of Jerusalem, a dark chapter in Israel’s history. Yet, in the middle of this chaos, God asks Jeremiah to purchase property in Anathoth—a town already overrun by Babylonians. Why would God ask this? What could this transaction possibly mean when the land was on the verge of devastation?

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Resting in the Omnipotence of God
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Resting in the Omnipotence of God

In a world dominated by "laws of nature," science, and self-reliance, the concept of omnipotence can seem distant or abstract. Yet, the omnipotence of God is not just a theological idea—it is the reality that undergirds all creation, sustains life, and invites us into a deeper trust in the One who holds all power.

A.W. Tozer reminds us in chapter 12 of The Knowledge of the Holy that God's omnipotence is not an impersonal force but an attribute of a deeply personal God—the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who invites us to know Him intimately. How does this understanding transform the way we live, pray, and walk in faith?

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Living in Spirit-Led Prayer: Fruitfulness, Knowledge, Strength, and Gratitude
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Living in Spirit-Led Prayer: Fruitfulness, Knowledge, Strength, and Gratitude

A Prayer That Covers It All
"We…do not cease to pray for you, and to ask that you may be filled with the knowledge of His will…being fruitful in every good work and increasing in the knowledge of God; strengthened with all might, according to His glorious power, for all patience and longsuffering with joy; giving thanks to the Father…" (Colossians 1:9-12).

In this continuation of Paul’s Spirit-led prayer, we’re reminded that prayer touches every part of life—our actions, relationships, challenges, and worship. Paul’s requests go beyond surface needs, revealing a deeper longing for believers to fully experience God’s will and live lives that reflect His grace.

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Placed in the Light
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Placed in the Light

"If we walk in the light, as He is in the light, . . . the blood of Jesus, His Son, purifies us from all sin" (1 John 1:7).

At first glance, this verse sounds comforting, but Oswald Chambers reveals its depth and challenge. Walking in the light isn’t about living by our own standards of right and wrong, nor is it merely about feeling free from guilt. It’s about stepping into God’s light, where nothing is hidden, and letting the Holy Spirit reveal the true nature of sin—not just in what we do, but in who we are apart from Christ.

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The Spirit's Jealous Love: A Closer Look at James 4:5
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The Spirit's Jealous Love: A Closer Look at James 4:5

A Verse That Speaks Volumes
"Or do you think the Scripture says without reason that the Spirit He caused to dwell in us yearns with envy?" (James 4:5, BSB).

At first glance, this verse can be puzzling. What does it mean that the Spirit yearns with envy? A.B. Simpson’s devotional offers a beautiful interpretation, suggesting that it speaks of the Holy Spirit’s intense, jealous love for us—a love so deep that He feels pain when we stray.

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Daily Surrender: Living in the Power of the Cross
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Daily Surrender: Living in the Power of the Cross

The Cross: More Than a Moment
The thought for today comes from Abide Above’s devotional, which reminds us that the Cross isn’t just a historical event or a theological concept. It’s a daily reality, shaping how we live and grow in Christ. The words of Philippians 3:10, “That I may know Him... being made conformable unto His death,” call us to a deeper walk—a daily surrender to the ongoing work of the Cross in our lives.

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Glorifying God and Reflecting His Grace: Understanding Our Purpose
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Glorifying God and Reflecting His Grace: Understanding Our Purpose

What is the purpose of humanity? The Westminster Shorter Catechism famously declares: “The chief end of man is to glorify God and enjoy Him forever.” This statement beautifully encapsulates much of what the Bible teaches about humanity’s relationship with God. Yet, when we read passages like Ephesians 1, we see another dimension of our purpose: we are created and redeemed to “the praise of His glorious grace” (Ephesians 1:6).

How do these ideas fit together? Are we called to glorify God and enjoy Him forever, or are we primarily designed to reflect the glory of His grace? The answer, as we’ll explore, is a harmonious yes.

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Understanding “Tough Love” Through a Christ-Centered Lens
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Understanding “Tough Love” Through a Christ-Centered Lens

The term “tough love” has become a popular phrase in discussions about parenting, relationships, and even workplace dynamics. It often conjures images of stern ultimatums, strict boundaries, and “teaching hard lessons” for someone’s own good. But where does this concept originate, and how does it align—or conflict—with a Christ-centered, grace-oriented approach to life?

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