A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

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Led by a Light the World Could Not Understand
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Led by a Light the World Could Not Understand

Matthew opens this chapter with movement. Foreign travelers cross deserts. A murderous king plots from a palace. A threatened child is carried in His mother’s arms. The narrative is filled with contrasts, and every contrast reveals something about the God who sent His Son into a world determined to resist Him. The Magi arrive not as spiritual heroes, but as men shaped by a mixture of curiosity, speculation, and whatever fragments of truth they carried from their homeland. Yet even they are drawn by a light God Himself placed before them. Their search leads not to Rome or to Herod’s throne in Jerusalem, but to a quiet house in Bethlehem where a young family shelters a child whom no one expected.

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Where God Makes Room for the Soul
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Where God Makes Room for the Soul

Isaac’s journey in this passage begins with abundance. He sows, and the land yields a hundredfold. In simple terms, everything seems to flourish around him. Yet the blessing quickly becomes a point of tension. The Philistines respond with envy, filling his father’s wells with earth, pressing him out of the place where he prospered. What began as a season of fruitfulness becomes a season of opposition. Isaac must move, not because he lacks God’s favor, but because resistance rises from those around him.

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When God Names What We Have Turned From
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When God Names What We Have Turned From

Amos speaks words to Judah that are difficult to ignore. The Lord identifies a long pattern of rejecting His instruction. This is not a sudden misstep or a single season of drifting. It is a history of turning aside from the covenant that was meant to shape their life with Him. He names the influence of false teaching and the pull of voices that distorted His truth. He names the role of ancestors who handed down practices and beliefs that were far from His heart. These verses show a people who had slowly reoriented their lives around illusions instead of God’s revealed way.

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Held by the God Who Sees Me
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Held by the God Who Sees Me

David’s prayer at the end of Psalm 39 is startling in its clarity. He calls himself a stranger before God and a sojourner, someone who knows he cannot settle into the world with lasting security. The ones who came before him have already returned to the earth, and their absence tells a truth that cannot be ignored. Life is brief. Strength fades. The heart longs for something this world cannot offer.

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The High Priest Who Sits Beside Us

The High Priest Who Sits Beside Us

Hebrews brings us to a turning point in the story of God and His people. The writer shows us how the Lord promised, long ago through Jeremiah, that a new covenant would come. Not a covenant carved into stone or maintained through repeated sacrifices, but one written directly on the hearts of His people. As evening settles in, this promise shines with gentle warmth. It tells us that God has always intended a closeness that rules and rituals could never produce.

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The Lineage of Grace That Leads Us Home

The Lineage of Grace That Leads Us Home

Matthew begins by laying out a long line of names, and at first glance it can seem like a simple record. Yet when we linger with it, we see Matthew lifting our eyes to a story that has been quietly unfolding since the beginning. Luke records the wonders of Jesus’ life in vivid scenes, but Matthew lets us hear the footsteps of generations walking toward the moment when Jesus steps into our world. The genealogy becomes a doorway, and Jesus stands at the threshold.

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Sheltered by a Greater Fire
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Sheltered by a Greater Fire

Acts 28 gently brings us into the final movements of Paul’s long journey to Rome. After a terrifying storm and shipwreck, he and the others wash up on the island of Malta, where unexpected kindness meets them like a warm fire after cold rain. Luke paints a picture of simple hospitality, yet behind the scenes the Lord is weaving provision, protection, and purpose. I am grateful for Luke’s careful record here, and for the way his writing invites us to trace the fingerprints of Jesus in every detail.

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Resting in the God Who Carries Generations
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Resting in the God Who Carries Generations

Abraham’s final chapter feels like the quiet closing of a long, faithful pilgrimage. As I read the flow of Genesis 25, I notice how the Spirit moves through every line with a steady reassurance. Abraham lived one hundred years after God first called him. One hundred years of learning to trust, to wait, to rest, to stumble, and to rise again in the grace of the God who called him friend. I am grateful for the writer whose reflection on this passage guided my thoughts, and I want to pass that same encouragement on to you.

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When Justice Begins With God’s Heart
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When Justice Begins With God’s Heart

The opening chapter of Amos settles our hearts by reminding us that God sees everything, even the hidden cruelties among nations. The writer, Amos, began his message in a little town south of Jerusalem. The Lord gave him a vision that carried weight and purpose, and as we sit with his words, we see how deeply God cares about how people treat one another. It is striking that Amos starts not with Israel, but with the nations around them, showing us that the Lord’s concern is broader and more compassionate than we often realize. I thank God for the devotional writer who has opened this doorway for us, helping us see the heart beneath the text.

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When God Speaks Through Ordinary Lives
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When God Speaks Through Ordinary Lives

The opening to Amos meets us with a surprising tenderness. Before we hear a single oracle or warning, we are reminded that God cares deeply about how His people treat one another. Israel’s worship was vibrant and frequent, but their daily lives were marked by disregard for those around them. Their hearts had drifted, not because they lacked ritual, but because they grew comfortable and forgot the One who had given them every blessing. This gentle unveiling invites us to slow down and consider the gap that can quietly grow between a worshipful appearance and a surrendered heart.

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The Frame Of The Sermon On The Mount: Fulfillment And Greater Righteousness
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The Frame Of The Sermon On The Mount: Fulfillment And Greater Righteousness

There are certain passages in Scripture that feel like doorways. You read them, and it is as if the Lord turns the handle on a hidden door and says, “Everything that follows must be seen through this frame.”

Matthew 5:17 through 20 is one of those doorways.

Right after Jesus blesses the poor in spirit, the meek, those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, the merciful, the pure in heart, and the peacemakers, He pauses. Before He speaks about anger, lust, truthfulness, retaliation, or love for enemies, He gives us the frame that holds the whole Sermon together.

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Sheltered in the Nearness of God
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Sheltered in the Nearness of God

David’s words in Psalm 38 come from a place many of us know far too well, a place where the weight of regret settles like a stone on the chest and where the tiredness in the body mirrors the heaviness of the heart. The psalmist is honest. His own choices have led him into sorrow, and he does not pretend otherwise. Instead, he brings his pain into the presence of God, trusting that the God who sees all also cares deeply. I am grateful for the work of the devotional writer who illuminated this psalm so clearly. Their reflection helps us hear David’s honesty without shame.

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Welcomed In by Our Forever Priest-King
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Welcomed In by Our Forever Priest-King

Hebrews 7 opens a door into one of the richest pictures in all of Scripture. The writer takes us back to the mysterious figure of Melchizedek, that priest-king who met Abraham in Genesis 14. By looking at him, the passage helps us see how completely unique Jesus is and how secure we are in His priestly ministry. The study note writer carefully shows that Melchizedek was a God-appointed king and priest who stood above Abraham, who received tithes and gave blessing, and who did not inherit his role from a line of priests. All of this was meant to prepare us for Someone greater, Someone permanent.

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The End Toward Which All Things Move: The Final Renewal and the Triumph of Divine Redemption
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The End Toward Which All Things Move: The Final Renewal and the Triumph of Divine Redemption

The earlier movements of this series confronted the moral challenges raised by modern critics of Scripture and explored the way God works through history, through human freedom, and through the slow formation of His people. Yet these discussions cannot be complete without turning toward the horizon of the story, toward the end toward which all of Scripture moves, the climactic renewal that gathers every thread of redemption into a unified whole. Without the eschatological vision, the Christian account of suffering, freedom, justice, and moral development remains suspended in midair. The long arc of history discussed in the first three essays requires a destination. Scripture gives that destination not as an abstraction or a metaphor, but as a future reality, a world healed, transfigured, and made new by the presence of God.

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Why God Does Not Hasten History: Divine Patience, Human Freedom, and the Slow Unfolding of Redemption
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Why God Does Not Hasten History: Divine Patience, Human Freedom, and the Slow Unfolding of Redemption

Critics often press a question that grows naturally out of the discussions about slavery, justice, or any long-standing human institution. If God is good, powerful, and morally perfect, then why would He permit so many generations to endure suffering, injustice, and broken social structures as humanity slowly reforms? Why not accelerate moral history? Why not bring society to its ideal state quickly, sparing the world from centuries of pain? Why let the story of redemption stretch across millennia when God could hasten the process?

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Why Did God Not Abolish Slavery by Miracle? Divine Action, Human Agency, and the Long Arc of Redemption
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Why Did God Not Abolish Slavery by Miracle? Divine Action, Human Agency, and the Long Arc of Redemption

Critics often raise an objection that operates as a follow up to the slavery question in the Old Testament. It goes something like this:

“If servitude was economically embedded in ancient Israel, and if its sudden removal would have caused social or economic collapse, why did God not simply prevent that collapse by miraculous intervention? If God is good and all powerful, would He not abolish the practice instantly and then sustain Israel by a miracle based economy?”

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Slavery in the Old Testament: A Response to the Modern Critique
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Slavery in the Old Testament: A Response to the Modern Critique

Modern critics of Christianity frequently argue that the Old Testament endorses slavery and that the God of Scripture allowed inherently immoral practices to endure within Israelite society. This argument is often presented without attention to linguistic distinctions, ancient Near Eastern socioeconomics, covenant structures, or the redemptive-historical trajectory that unfolds throughout Scripture. This essay contends that biblical servitude differs fundamentally from modern chattel slavery, that Mosaic law functioned as a reformative and restrictive force rather than an ethical endorsement, and that the New Testament completes a transformative arc that destabilizes slavery at its roots. By reexamining the biblical data within its historical, theological, and literary contexts, this paper argues that the critique rests on an anachronistic reading of ancient texts and a misunderstanding of the nature of progressive revelation.

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Held in the Storming Path of God’s Purpose
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Held in the Storming Path of God’s Purpose

The chapter in Acts 27 reads like a storm-tossed journal, a record of sailors doing everything they could to survive, while God quietly guided every turn of the rudder. The Grace and Truth Study Bible notes remind us that Luke was not simply telling a travel story; he was showing that God’s purpose for Paul would stand. The winds could howl, soldiers could scheme, sailors could panic, and the waves could rise, yet God’s intention would still unfold with certainty. I am grateful for the scholars behind the Grace and Truth Study Bible for this clear, faithful work that helps us anchor our understanding in grace and truth.

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Crucified With Jesus, Free From The Know It All Life
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Crucified With Jesus, Free From The Know It All Life

When I slow down and linger over Romans 6:3, I am reminded that God accomplished something far deeper than clearing a record of sins. He united me with Jesus Himself. At the moment I believed, I was placed into Christ Jesus, and in that union God included me in the crucifixion of His Son. The cross was not only something Jesus experienced for me, it was something I shared in through Him, a real participation in His death that now shapes my new life.

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A Path Prepared Before You Knew It
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A Path Prepared Before You Knew It

Genesis 24 gives us a gentle window into how the Lord works with quiet faithfulness in the ordinary movements of our lives. Abraham, nearing the end of his days, longs to see Isaac continue the promise God initiated through him. What unfolds is not a dramatic spectacle but a slow and careful testimony of how God goes ahead of His people, guiding steps that no one realizes are being directed.

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