A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

Supreme Devotion
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Supreme Devotion

Today’s devotional brings us into the intimate and painful lesson Abraham learned on Mount Moriah. Oswald Chambers points out that our character deeply shapes how we interpret God’s will. Abraham’s devotion was so supreme that he was willing to obey God even when the command seemed to contradict what he believed to be true. His faith was not built upon his own understanding but on complete trust in the living God.

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Know to Grow
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Know to Grow

Today’s reading draws us deeper into the heart of spiritual growth — that knowing Christ is not a one-time event but a lifelong unfolding. The devotional highlights that many believers first experience the relief of sins forgiven through faith in Christ’s work, but do not yet truly know Christ Himself. It is one thing to touch His garment, so to speak, and another to abide in intimate fellowship with His person.

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Everything Is a Blessing - Part 2
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Everything Is a Blessing - Part 2

Today's reading draws us into the rich assurance that as New Testament believers, we walk under the covering of God's universal blessing. The devotional connects our lives to that of Joseph in Genesis, whose suffering and betrayal were ultimately turned into blessings by God's sovereign hand (Gen 50:20).

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Nehemiah 12
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Nehemiah 12

Nehemiah 12 is a chapter heavy with names—lists of priests, Levites, and leaders who had returned with Zerubbabel and served during the days of Jehoiakim. At first glance, it can feel like a catalog of ancient figures long removed from our daily lives. But the Spirit, through the Grace and Truth Study Bible, draws our hearts to see more: every name mattered. These were not random lists but a memorial of faithfulness, a testament that God cherishes the individual within His greater story.

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Ezekiel 42
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Ezekiel 42

Ezekiel’s vision now moves out from the temple court into the outer areas. His angelic guide brings him to the rooms along the outer wall—spaces reserved exclusively for the priests who minister before the Lord. These rooms, identical on both the north and south sides, form part of the carefully ordered design. Holiness is not a vague concept here—it is spatially protected, intentionally structured. Every dimension is exact, every boundary purposeful.

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Psalm 2
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Psalm 2

Psalm 2 unveils the great spiritual conflict that spans human history: the rebellion of humanity against God’s appointed authority, and the firm, unwavering rule of the Lord and His Anointed King. The nations rage and plot in vain, viewing God’s authority as oppressive. Yet heaven is not shaken by their mutiny. God’s laughter in response is not mockery but a declaration that human rebellion is powerless against His sovereign plan.

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How Can I Tell If I'm Acting from My Soul or My Spirit?
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How Can I Tell If I'm Acting from My Soul or My Spirit?

There’s a quiet but honest question that often rises when we long to live and serve in the Spirit: How can I tell whether I’m being led by the Holy Spirit in my spirit, or simply acting out of my emotions, intellect, or will? Especially for those of us who once sought mountaintop experiences and gravitated toward mysticism or religious highs, the line can seem blurry.

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What is Man? – Chapter 5: Where Christendom Is Deceived
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What is Man? – Chapter 5: Where Christendom Is Deceived

In Chapter 5 of What is Man?, T. Austin-Sparks confronts a pervasive confusion in the church: the inability to distinguish between mysticism and true spirituality. He warns that Christendom often lives in the realm of soul—moved by music, ritual, and religious fervor—yet disconnected from true spiritual life that comes only by union with the Spirit of God. Sparks illustrates how Cain, though outwardly religious, acted from soul, not spirit. His offering was devout, but he remained spiritually dead. Similarly, religion can be full of beauty, discipline, or passion, yet remain barren of divine life.

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“My Words Abide in You”
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“My Words Abide in You”

E. Stanley Jones invites us deeper into Jesus’ invitation from John 15:7: “If you abide in Me, and My words abide in you…” But he gently corrects our tendency to treat Jesus’ words as the end goal. These aren’t disconnected sayings or merely moral maxims. They are radiant with the life of the Word Himself—the Person of Jesus.

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The True Sabbath
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The True Sabbath

Ray Stedman reminds us today that the Sabbath is not primarily about a specific day—it’s about a specific posture. While the Old Testament Sabbath was observed on the seventh day (Saturday), and while modern Christians often associate Sunday with rest and worship, the heart of the Sabbath was never confined to a day. The deeper truth was always about resting in God.

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“Sanctified Wholly”
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“Sanctified Wholly”

A.B. Simpson paints a striking image today: a ship, long stranded and unmoved by the frantic labor of its crew, suddenly lifted and carried by a tidal wave—effortlessly, peacefully, gloriously free. This picture of release and movement is paralleled by the sun melting a great iceberg, not with force, but with warmth, transforming something immovable into something light and buoyant.

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A Fragrance of Christ to God
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A Fragrance of Christ to God

God delights in the aroma of His Son. And remarkably, He has chosen to release that same fragrance through us. This passage shows us that knowing Christ isn't only a private experience—it’s a spiritual fragrance that impacts others and rises to bless the Father Himself. The more we press in to know Christ—not just know about Him but experience Him dwelling and expressing Himself through us—the more that fragrance is diffused through our lives.

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Prepared in Season
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Prepared in Season

Oswald Chambers reminds us that spiritual maturity isn’t revealed in emotional highs or spiritual mountaintops—it’s shown in consistent, Spirit-led obedience regardless of how we feel. He cautions against becoming spiritual thrill-seekers, chasing inspiration as if it's a barometer of usefulness to God. In fact, Chambers says it's not whether we're “in season” emotionally that matters—it's whether we are available to God at all times.

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Fit First
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Fit First

Today’s devotional gently redirects our focus from striving to abiding. Its core message is a refreshing reminder: usefulness in the kingdom of God does not begin with activity—it begins with affection. J.B. Stoney, whose insight we’re drawing from, contrasts the usefulness of Mary and Martha, emphasizing that those who are captivated by Christ Himself are those through whom His life flows most freely.

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Everything to Us Is a Blessing- Part 1
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Everything to Us Is a Blessing- Part 1

In today’s devotional, Witness Lee draws from the life of Joseph to remind us that everything—yes, everything—that happens to us in this life is ultimately a blessing. Joseph’s story, which includes betrayal, slavery, and unjust imprisonment, culminates in his declaration to his brothers that what they meant for evil, God meant for good (Gen. 50:20). This wasn’t spiritual spin or denial—it was the reality Joseph lived from.

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Philippians 2
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Philippians 2

Philippians 2 is a masterful call to Christlike humility, unity, and sacrificial love—rooted in the astonishing descent and exaltation of Jesus Christ. Paul urges believers to imitate Christ, not by striving in self-effort, but by yielding to the mindset that is already ours through union with Him. The foundation of Christian unity is not merely shared doctrine or communal affection—it is the triune love of Father, Son, and Spirit.

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John 13
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John 13

John 13 marks the beginning of what is often called the “Book of Glory”—a section that doesn’t just recount events but unveils the glorious love of Christ in action. In this opening chapter, the apostle shifts the spotlight from public miracles to private ministry. It’s the night before Jesus’ crucifixion, and rather than bracing for His own suffering, He tenderly prepares His disciples for what’s to come. The world sees final meals as farewells—Jesus saw it as the start of eternal fellowship.

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The Center of Rest: Abiding in the Person, Not the Program
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The Center of Rest: Abiding in the Person, Not the Program

E. Stanley Jones brings us into a powerful meditation on John 15:7—“If you abide in Me and My words abide in you, ask whatever you will, and it shall be done for you.” He points out that this abiding has two sides: the general—abiding in Christ—and the specific—His words abiding in us. Jones warns that focusing only on general love can become sentimental and empty, while focusing only on specific acts (like absolute honesty, purity, unselfishness, and love) can become rigid and exhausting. This second path often devolves into law—a life centered on trying harder in our own strength. And trying always drains.

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Enjoying Our Priesthood
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Enjoying Our Priesthood

In today’s devotional, Ray Stedman unfolds the tenderness and loving authority in God’s words to Israel—a God who doesn’t merely command, but redeems, sanctifies, and draws near. God reminds His people that He brought them out of bondage not just to set them free, but to be their God—intimately present, actively forming them into whole, radiant image-bearers. Stedman highlights that God doesn’t seek busy religious performance. He desires restored hearts, healed blemishes, and yielded vessels through which His life can flow.

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Days of Heaven on Earth: Psalm 37:8
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Days of Heaven on Earth: Psalm 37:8

A.B. Simpson brings our attention to the sacred boundary between trust and interference. He recounts the tragedy of Uzzah, whose well-intentioned but unauthorized touch of the ark led to his death. The message is piercing: even when our motives seem pure, placing our hands on what God has claimed as His own can result in harm—not just to ourselves, but to others, and even to the testimony of His sovereignty.

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