A Personal Journal of Grace and Discipleship

“I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God,who loved me and gave himself for me.” - Galatians 2:20

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The Exchanged Life: Finding Freedom and Wholeness Through Spirituotherapy

In a world filled with competing counseling models, it’s not uncommon to find contrasting views on what “biblical” or “Christian” counseling truly means. Searching for answers can feel overwhelming, and the terms alone—“biblical counseling” versus “Christian counseling”—can spark endless debates on how, or whether, secular counseling methodologies fit within a Christian framework.

Lord, Where Are You Leading Me?
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Lord, Where Are You Leading Me?

Lord, as I walk this journey with You, I trust that You are the One shaping and directing my steps. By Your grace, You have marked my life with a deep understanding of the exchanged life, a heart that longs to see others set free in Christ, and a commitment to resting in Your sufficiency rather than striving in my own strength. I do not presume to know exactly where You will lead, but I trust You to make my path straight as I acknowledge You in all things.

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Receiving God’s Grace Without Delay
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Receiving God’s Grace Without Delay

Paul’s appeal reaches a climax here: the Corinthians are urged to recognize the urgency of responding to God’s grace. This is not merely a suggestion—it is a divine summons. Paul makes it clear that he is working alongside God in this appeal, and his message should not be taken lightly. The day of salvation is not tomorrow; it is today. Delay is dangerous.

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Lost and Found: The Father’s Celebration of Restoration
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Lost and Found: The Father’s Celebration of Restoration

The parables of Luke 15 paint a picture of God’s relentless love for the lost, His joy in their restoration, and the contrast between His heart and that of the self-righteous. Jesus tells these parables in response to the grumbling of the Pharisees, who disapproved of His association with sinners. The first two parables—the lost sheep and the lost coin—emphasize the determined search of the shepherd and the woman, leading to joyful celebrations when the lost is found. The third parable, often called the Parable of the Prodigal Son, expands on this theme by showing the degradation of the younger son, his return, and the father’s overwhelming grace.

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The Paralysis of Looking at the Stars
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The Paralysis of Looking at the Stars

Many people today seek guidance from sources outside of God—whether it be astrology, superstition, or human reasoning. E. Stanley Jones highlights the absurdity of trusting in the stars rather than the One who created them. Astrology, he explains, not only removes moral accountability but also enslaves its followers to an impersonal force that cannot love, think, or act. The very stars, which should remind us of God's vast wisdom, instead become idols when we rely on them for direction.

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To Live or Die?
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To Live or Die?

For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain. If I am to go on living in the body, this will mean fruitful labor for me. Yet what shall I choose? I do not know!" – Philippians 1:21-22

Paul’s words in Philippians 1:21-22 capture the paradox of the Christian life: whether in life or in death, Christ is all. He does not speak as a man desperate to escape suffering, longing for heaven merely as a relief from earthly struggles. Nor does he cling to life out of fear or attachment to worldly gain. Instead, he holds both life and death in their proper perspective—each an avenue of deeper fellowship with Christ.

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Trusting God Without Reserve
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Trusting God Without Reserve

Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding.Proverbs 3:5 (BSB)

Faith is often weakened when we substitute human wisdom for trust in God. From the very beginning, this has been the enemy’s tactic—offering knowledge as a replacement for dependence. Eve’s downfall came when she reached for understanding apart from God, desiring to be wise in her own right. The Israelites repeated the same pattern when they sent spies to survey the land, relying on their own evaluation rather than simply believing God’s promise. Their hesitation turned to unbelief, and an entire generation forfeited their inheritance.

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Filled with the Spirit—A Life of Overflowing Grace
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Filled with the Spirit—A Life of Overflowing Grace

The Holy Spirit dwells within every believer from the moment of salvation (1 Corinthians 3:16), but the ongoing filling of the Spirit is something distinct. The early church provides a clear example: the disciples were first filled at Pentecost, yet Peter and the others experienced fresh fillings on different occasions (Acts 2:3-4; 4:8, 31). These moments of filling empowered them to boldly proclaim Christ and walk in God’s purposes.

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RESPONSIBILITY
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RESPONSIBILITY

“These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace.” – John 16:33

There is a delicate balance in the Christian life between responsibility and reliance. Some believers shrink from their responsibility in Christ, avoiding the call to trust Him fully. Others take on burdens never meant for them, striving as if the weight of God’s work rested on their shoulders. But Christ calls us to neither of these extremes. Instead, He invites us to a life of rest—where our sole responsibility is to trust Him, while He carries the weight of all things.

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The Futility of Horoscopes and the Certainty of Christ
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The Futility of Horoscopes and the Certainty of Christ

E. Stanley Jones addresses the ancient and persistent belief in astrology, critiquing the notion that the movement of celestial bodies could determine the destiny of moral and spiritual beings. He highlights how astrology, once dominant in ancient cultures, still influences modern society, including in nations like America, where daily horoscopes continue to be taken seriously. Jones likens this to idolatry—akin to bowing before a stone figure and seeking its guidance. He exposes the dangerous materialism behind it, where people abandon personal responsibility and spiritual discernment in favor of what the stars supposedly dictate. Ultimately, he reminds us that no power, whether from above or below, can separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus.

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Rejoicing in Our Rivals
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Rejoicing in Our Rivals

"But what does it matter? The important thing is that in every way, whether from false motives or true, Christ is preached. And because of this I rejoice."Philippians 1:18

Paul's response to competition within the body of Christ reveals a heart utterly surrendered to God. He understood that personal recognition was irrelevant compared to the spread of the gospel. Some of his fellow Christians—true believers, not false teachers—were envious of his influence and sought to eclipse his ministry. They preached with mixed motives, some hoping to diminish Paul's significance.

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Overcoming Through Christ’s Victory
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Overcoming Through Christ’s Victory

“I have told you these things so that in Me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation. But take courage; I have overcome the world!” — John 16:33 BSB

Jesus spoke these words on the eve of His crucifixion, fully aware of the trials that awaited both Him and His disciples. He did not promise an easy path, but He did promise His peace—a peace rooted not in circumstances but in Himself. The reality of suffering in this fallen world is unavoidable, yet Christ’s victory is absolute.

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Baptized, Filled, and Overflowing with the Spirit
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Baptized, Filled, and Overflowing with the Spirit

Acts 1:5, 8; 2:4
"You shall be baptized with the Holy Spirit not many days from now…you shall receive power when the Holy Spirit has come upon you…And they were all filled with the Holy Spirit."

In the book of Acts, three terms describe the empowering work of the Holy Spirit: baptized with, come upon, and filled with. While each term provides a unique perspective—baptized with suggesting total immersion, come upon indicating an external impact, and filled with pointing to an internal overflow—they all speak of the same reality: the Spirit’s power enabling believers to be Christ’s witnesses.

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The Revival of God’s Word in the Heart of a King
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The Revival of God’s Word in the Heart of a King

Josiah’s reign stands as a stark contrast to his father Amon’s. Crowned as king at only eight years old, Josiah walked in the ways of David, seeking the Lord even in his youth. His passion for righteousness led him to purge Judah of its rampant idolatry, eradicating every remnant of pagan worship. However, it was the providential discovery of the Book of the Law that truly ignited a deep and lasting revival. When Josiah heard the words of the Law, he was deeply moved, tearing his robes in grief and urgency, recognizing the dire consequences of Judah’s persistent disobedience. The prophetess Huldah confirmed that judgment was inevitable, yet Josiah himself would be spared due to his humility before the Lord.

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A Lament for a Lost Kingdom
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A Lament for a Lost Kingdom

Ezekiel 19 presents a lament—a sorrowful elegy mourning Israel's downfall. It shifts from prose to poetry, using vivid imagery to depict the nation’s decline. The lioness, representing Israel, raised two cubs, symbolizing kings Jehoahaz and likely Zedekiah. Both were captured and taken away, illustrating the humiliation and captivity of Judah’s rulers. Then, the imagery changes to a vine, once strong and flourishing but now uprooted, withered, and cast into exile in a barren land. The lament concludes with a final declaration: Israel’s kingship has been extinguished, and foreign nations now reign where God's anointed kings once ruled. The song of sorrow echoes the consequences of rebellion, as Jerusalem, once the center of God's rule, is left desolate.

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The Riddle of Justice in a Broken World
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The Riddle of Justice in a Broken World

Job responds to his friends with a raw, unfiltered truth: the wicked do not always suffer in this life. Contrary to the rigid worldview of his friends, who insist that suffering is proof of God’s judgment on the ungodly, Job observes something much more unsettling—many wicked people prosper.

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Is He Really Lord?
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Is He Really Lord?

Oswald Chambers reminds us that true joy is found not in personal achievement but in fulfilling the purpose for which we were created and regenerated in Christ. The joy Jesus experienced on earth was rooted in doing the Father’s will, and He has now sent us to live the same way.

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Crucified and Risen with Christ
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Crucified and Risen with Christ

When a believer first grasps their identification with Christ in His death and resurrection, there is often an immediate tendency to try to live it out by self-effort. The result? Frustration—falling into the Romans 7 cycle of striving, failing, and lamenting. But God never intended us to achieve this truth; He calls us to receive it.

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A New Creation in Christ
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A New Creation in Christ

Paul refuses to lose heart because his confidence is not in the temporary but in the eternal. He knows his present body is like a tent—temporary and fragile—but he eagerly awaits the glorified body that is to come. Though we groan in our present state, our hope is not merely for a disembodied existence but for the full restoration God has planned: resurrection and renewal in His presence. This assurance fuels Paul’s courage, which is not occasional but constant. Whether in life or death, Paul’s aim remains unchanged—to please the Lord. He is fearless before men because he understands the judgment of God, which leads him to persuade others with urgency and love.

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The Invitation of the Kingdom – A Call to True Dependence
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The Invitation of the Kingdom – A Call to True Dependence

Luke 14 presents a series of encounters and parables that reveal the nature of God's kingdom and the necessity of humbling oneself to receive it. The chapter begins with Jesus healing a man on the Sabbath at a Pharisee’s house, demonstrating that His kingdom is about restoration and release (vv. 1–6). The Pharisees, obsessed with status, were watching Him closely, yet they failed to grasp the heart of God’s rule—a reign of grace that exalts the humble (vv. 7–14).

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